Saturday, September 23, 2006 ?>saya kong nakinig ng RT nung isang hapon. promise. thanks sa SC. ----blog timeout-----
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11:21 PM
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006 coins & papers>coi came home from school rushing to open the pocket of his bag. he took out 3 pieces of paper and hurriedly ran to his lolo's table. when he came back to me here in the sala, he handed me a small brown envelope taped to close. i asked him what it was and he told me it was for his tito kit. i asked if i could open and see what's inside. he opened it for me and i saw the 3 pieces of pad paper. letters for his tito kit. he wrote on the first paper, " i miss you. pagbutihan mo sa trabaho. hello tita cha and hello din sa iyo. i love you." on the second paper he wrote, "eto ang magandang sulat ko." and he wrote the alphabet in a really nice handwriting. on the last paper he placed his whole name and drew a dragon for his tito. i was so touched. i felt that he really misses his tito kit eventhough he doesn't tell me. he even remembered him while he was in school. and then i asked, how are we going to send the letter, he answered me through western union daw.hehe, kasi he's going to send him money also daw. tinanong ko sya where he is going to get the money, dun daw sa ipon nyang coins in his purse. he has this coin purse where he keeps his coins when he goes to the store near our house to buy goodies. ipapadala aw nya lahat yun kay tito kit para madagdagan money nya. my kid is such a darling. he loves his tito so much. after that conversation, he got his purse, took a paper, placed all the coins inside the paper and taped it. he placed the coins inside the brown envelope also. sabi nya 4 na 1peso and 4 na 5pesos laman nun. hehe, 24 pesos. sweet.
coi misses kit so much. we miss him too.
simple ways can mean big things especially in love for family. # posted by marie |
11:59 PM
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Monday, September 18, 2006 harapin( 12th track)>gusto kong nalang magalit sa kanya, palitan ng inis at galit ang tuwa at kung ano man itong nararamdaman kong hindi sigurado sa kanya. para mawala nalang ang pag-asa, pagkainip at paghihintay sa wala. wala na naman kwenta sinusulat ko. hindi na naman nakakatulong sa akin itong pinaggagagawa ko. sana pagkatapos nalang ng limang taon kami muli magkita o mag-usap. sana wala nalang kaming numero ng isa't-isa. sana pareho nalang kaming mag-iba ng bahay para wala ng komunikasyon. sana pareho na din kaming walang friendster account. walang kung ano man na paraan para makapag-usap pa kami. nasabi ko na sa kanya kanina. nagsasawa na ko ng ganito. lagi nalang ganito eh. wala ng pag-asang magbago. wala naman kwenta ang pagiging magkaibigan namin. ni hindi ko alam kung magkaibigan kami. banas na banas ako, sobrang irita ako. siguro meron lang talagang tao na hindi marunong magpahalaga sa kapwa tao nya. na hindi nakakaramdam ng totoong damdamin. na pwedeng laging nagpapanggap lang na okay ang lahat sa inyo. baka nga maaring ginagamit ka lang ng taong yun eh. may kwenta pa ba sinusulat ko? baka wala na kaya tatapusin ko na to'.
gusto ko na rin namang tapusin talaga to' eh. kung basahin mo man to', alam kong alam mong ikaw ang tinutukoy ko. nagkukunwari ka lang na hindi ka interesado.
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12:56 AM
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Thursday, September 14, 2006 27>when there's just so much to do and so little time?
all i'm wishing for is 27 hrs. a day. give me that. and i'll get through you, through all of you.
Monday, September 11, 2006 sponge fever>transit launch. asap launch. sharon. kaka-buhay ng dugo.
yun yon.
(sept 9)paggising ko, napakagandang balita mula sa metrowalk launch ang itinext sa akin ni jeru. sobrang ikinatuwa ko at nagpaganda ng umaga ko. # posted by marie |
10:23 PM
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006 >other people's music on LS last night. live at 9pm. the oc on etc was also at 9pm. strange how i managed to listen to the sponge boys while watching the OC. our tv and compo was at the same room. i was hearing so many voices at the same time. but it wasn't enough, i had to listen only to the sponge boys so at 10pm i decided to get our good ol' karaoke(yeah, the old karaoke still works and can get the station 97.1 even if i'm here in Tarlac) i looked for a place where i could just focus listening to LS. coi was with me. while i was enjoying hearing the ang-kukulit ideas of these 4 guys, especially of yael & armo, coi was making me exam questions. he too was having a fun time with the endless talks of sponge cola. he could even recognize the voice of who was talking though he only remembers yaels' & armos' names. he'd say: "yung drummer yan", referring to chris and "yung isang guitar yan referring to gosh". he loves them. he said they won't stop talking and they have so many things to say. they kept on laughing too, he said.
my exam questions that coi did were: 1. what are the three colors on the flag? 2. kung ang girl ay maganda, eh ano naman ang boy?(hehe) 3. ang ina ay hindi matangkad, eh ano naman ang ama?
---i don't know how he came up with those things. but he made me smile and laugh for a while. my coi, he really knows how to amaze me and make me laugh at the same time.
--i answered those three for him and he was happy.
enjoying tuning in to RT everynight.
our thesis has gone wild. don't know where it's leading us. hopefully somewhere instead of nowhere.
still missing my bro inspite of so many things on my mind. # posted by marie |
11:29 PM
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Sunday, September 03, 2006 kanina>kanina habang nasa simbahan ako, napansin ko yung mga taong kakatapos lang magcommunion.( napansin ko dahil nakaupo ako at hindi tumanggap ng communion) tapos umandar na naman pagiging pakialamera ko, hindi ko kasi nagustuhang nakikita na habang naglalakad sila pabalik sa upuan nila ay nag-uusap na sila na may hostia sa bibig nila. yung iba naman na napansin ko, nginunguya yung hostia. ang pangit nakikita. parang bubble gum na kinakain nila. pangit.
yun naman ay mga bagay na napansin ko lang.
kaninang mga bago mag alas-10 ng gabi. tumawag sya at sinabing nasa labas daw sya ng bahay namin. aba, at nabuhay sya. di na nga ako umaasa na makikita ko sya uli eh. kahit naalala ko na kaarawan nya bukas. iniisip ko pa kung itetext ko sya para batiin. pero nagpakita na naman sya. at naulit na naman-- napangiti na naman nya ko na bisita lang naman ang ginawa nya. di naman masyadong effort yun no! pero ngumiti pa din ako. gusto ko mga pinag-usapan namin kanina. mukhang malinaw, may kahihinatnan at totoo. pero sa pag-alis nya may natuklasan ako na hindi ko ikinatuwa at nakuha ko tuloy syang itext para sabihin yun. di ko napigil. ewan ko sayo.
buti nalang at may pambawi na nangyari sakin ngayong gabi. nakausap ko sya. ang butihing lider nila. ang magaling at masipag na sya. : ) sana maulit talaga.
# posted by marie |
11:23 PM
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Friday, September 01, 2006 poised?>the very first day of september. on the very same day last year, i remember writing a very positive entry. i remember feeling so happy sept. 01 of 2005 and all because it was the very first day of the very first BER month. no more sad hopeless days, no more hot humid weather, yes to all things bright and beautiful, yes to fresh smiles because of the upcoming christmas season, yes to everything postive, yes to sharing and love for family, friends and to just anyone around us, a season of hope and peace...and yet today, i was in angry outburst in the classroom to an annoying groupmate i have in our thesis project. my friend Joy said i was not the usual Marie they see and talk to. i was not the kind Marie with all smiles for our classmates. i was very irritated. i was feeling so annoyed. like she was so stupid or what, like she was so pa-cute and pa-say. my friend was so surprised that i was really answering her back, not that i was shouting but i wasn't taking her excuses. no excuses for a project that needs urgent attention girl!
grabe rant talaga@!
sorry first day of september.
i am really in no good mood. so many things have piled up.
don't talk to me yet. not as of this moment.
hope tomorrow's a lovely day.
~ Me ~
Name:marie
Location:Tarlac city, Philippines.. i am nice and bitchy..don't argue.. i'm friendly and suplada.. i love life and everything else related to it.. i'm stubborn but responsible.. i love coi sooooo much.. i'm a single-schooling mom!..and i'm proud of that!
~ Loves ~
my coi my family friends music!opm bands! hale, sponge cola, join the club, juana, 6cm, pupil, protein shake, urbandub, dicta license, stonefree, wickermoss, sandwich YG's life and everything else related to it colors coi's artworks and hirits! coi's own versions of band songs my pillow at night apple pies bags butterflies blogs cookies concerts dreams emails flowery stuff gigs girlbonding with san mig then coffee greens happiness hugs internet kisses love music movies new friends orange pinks perfumes purples rains in Baguio slippers sunflowers tv the OC videoke whites
~ Hates ~
airheads brats backstabbers bestfriend with benefits childish guys conceited jerks disturbed freaks dirt dramatics dfd's fuckinshit fools great pretenders hypocrites ill fated men muscle men one-way talks plastics rumors roaches users
~ Wishlist ~
wish you were here
my own house
my own yacht
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