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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
yes, i'm single.>Mapapansin kaya sa dami ng 'yong ginagawa
Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat
May pag asa bang makilala ka...
i'm single...sarap!
>i want those fuschia+pink embroidered marykate-ashley pants!!
go shop.
shop.
shop. # posted by marie |
12:20 AM
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Sunday, February 26, 2006
cloud9>heaven, heaven, heaven
tonight, tonight, tonight # posted by marie |
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milestone>
coi and i were with mama today for a fiesta with some of our relatives. that's where he saw these colored chicks. i too, was strucked. dyed lang pala. but well, they look cute, don't they?!
i consider this as a milestone for him, it's actually his first time to touch these creatures. unlike mommy, not once hindi pa.hehehe,
fun day. pagod nga lang.
my tito is leaving for italy tonight. i feel so sad for my cousins.
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11:11 PM
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>busy with wood
coz we got lots at home, hehehe. he actually enjoys doing these stuff. # posted by marie |
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Friday, February 24, 2006
linaw lang>i was reading through my december entries and i realized that i kept on using the name "yael" but i was referring to someone else ha. not "the yael" others might think.
clarification lang. di ako ma-feeling ha. hehehe # posted by marie |
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yeah-pick!>
who? oi loko, isa ngang crazy for you jan o'! oo, ikaw nga! miss ko na yun ah. getching?
walls>kami ang sandalan.
sinabi ko na, pamilya lang ang sagot dyan.
itanim mo yan.
makasarili>may ibang makasarili..
may ibang kinakawawa..
may ibang nasasaktan..
may ibang nahihirapan..
inech, bakit ang gulo ng mundo ano?!
kaya wag mo nang gawin pang mas komplikado.
makasarili ka nga eh.
amazing>i felt so good the other day when i got hold of coi's report card. all his grades went way, way up.. there was even a note that came with his card that said, "FYAS congratulates your child for being one of the outstanding students!!" (wala lang i felt so damn good!!)
Monday, February 20, 2006
>the other night i was watching Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen and i enjoyed it. i was so glued watching it considering i've seen the film before. but this time, i can kinda relate to what Lola went through just to meet and see her fave band especially the vox for the last time. oh well...
a wonderful, entertaining teen fantasy.
yesterday was a busy-tiring-fun day! it was actually a day for champ-coi.
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Saturday, February 18, 2006
>i will cry with you. i feel your pain. but i salute you for the emotions you have. you have me. all of us.
inside this space we're all fighting for. inside this space where we all grew to be real people.
we can look at the sky, count the stars, feel the breeze, and wipe tears together.
be strong.
take it from me.
>if you feel like telling me something or anything.
just do.
i'll be here. ready to listen.
i may not say the things you'd want to hear. i may not give you the best pieces of advice you are looking for.
but i will listen.
my shoulders are yours.
my arms to embrace you.
my presence to comfort you.
i am, i will always be.
i love you and no one can take that away.
i will never leave you.
just hold on. hold on to us. there are six of us.
add three little darlings to that.
always remember that.
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
darn>there are times when you just want to say," hey! i want you to be really happy." but then again, does it even matter to that person.
so, all you do is just shut up. and just be as civil as possible.
but you really want to say, "hey! i hope i can see you smile."
and still you get nothing.
you want to keep silent.
maybe, silence is the answer.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
sunday ish>sunday issue.
venue: san roque, rio's place
subject: hale, sc gig, life, friends..
thanks rio, jen and kate.
laging bitin ang time no. pero laging sulit naman.
there's always so many things to share.
a friendship that's new. but a friendship that i hope would last long.
cheers to luisa also, for being a part of our lives na din.
welcome to the sisterhood.
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cocoi went home today from school and asked me to close my eyes while he took out something from his bag.
he said he had a surprise for mommy.
"bukas mo na eyes mo", he said.
as i opened my eyes, he showed me a folded bond paper. when i looked inside it said, " dear mom and dad,"
happy valentines day!
oh well.......
oh life..... # posted by marie |
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
oh yeah-el>a few days before the SC gig here in Tarlac. i was thinking of not posting anything about it here sa blog ko. naisip ko, baka kasi wala din akong kwento. baka wala lang. baka katulad lang nung concert na pinuntahan ko sa wow hilaga. nakapanood lang ako, kinilig, natuwa at the end. although, at the back of my mind. hindi ako papayag na wala kaming(listers) moment to meet sponge. it was a rare chance.
last night was a blast. effort for me to be on time.,hehe. kahit medyo late ako ng 5mins. nauna pa rin sakin si luisa eh. sorry ha.waaaahhh parin!! we were suppose to meet before 7pm, kaya lang 7 nako dumating. pero ayus lang kasi kami parin nauna sa front seats. naka-plano yun eh. gusto talaga namin sa pinakaharap, whatever the cost! wag lang 5, hehe. gets luisa?!
bitin muna.
o tuloy ko na.(021406)
luisa and i were among the first few people who came an hour ahead of the time. past 8 na sina jen, kate & charm.(sa wakas naman!) grabe sa taas ang enrgy naming lima. we didn't waste any time, we just had pure fun while waiting for sponge cola. of course, there were other acts before the, dances and songs from King. well, i didn't get to watch the whole performance of king because i was busy doing my thing backstage. pero di succesful yun. it was easy going backstage, yung salaan part was getting through the band room. strict yung bantay sa door eh. nakahabol pa ako to see King sing one song lang yata. pero ayus lang yun. i tried my luck again, went up backstage uli. this time, carrying a note with me. a gave a note for Yael. reminding him of who i was(as the first call-a-lister). after a few minutes when the bantay's gave the note to Yael. i was the only one allowed to enter the band room before they played. sabi nung nasa door, " pasok ka na daw.", hala! na-shock nga yung ibang girls na umaasang makapasok eh.(hehe, ere marie!ere!, pagbigyan nako..ngayon lang naman eh) yun kasi yung advantage sakin na nakausap ko sya 2 weeks before their concert dito. kaya sobrang umasa ako to meet them. at di ako nasawi dun. ang saya lang. sobrang saya pala.
pero bigla nawala ako sa mood magkwento ng animated eh. ewan ko ba.
galing pa rin ng sponge cola sa pag-aliw sa mga tao lalo na sa mga listers. although wala masyado boses si Yael. astig pa din! lagi naman eh.
bait pala nila. Yael, Chris, Gosh, Armo and even Rayms. salamat sa pagpapasok sakin uli backstage after ng tugtog niyo. i promised the other listers kasi i'd let them meet you guys also. salamat at pinagbigyan nyo. i'm sure you made them happy.
Yael. buti naman at naalala mo nga ako. tama si Jed, maaalala mo nga. galing! astig! thanks for being accomodating and for introducing me to the rest of sponge cola. sa guitar pick, salamat. sa hoy! sa ticket ko, salamat din! sa mga pose na pinagbigayn moko. astig talaga! di naman sa adik ako no, but again, it was a rare chance eh. yun yun. basta nabaitan lang talaga ako. up to the part we said goodbyes nung nasa van na kayo. salamat ng madaming-madami. shining moment:"hello marie!" on stage.
Chris. tama ka, it's me again, marie.hehe, alala ko kasi when you saw me again sa band room, sabi mo, "oh it's you again, marie.hehe, like what i said, i wanted the other listers to meet all of you. pero bait naman ni chris eh. pinagbigyan din lahat. cute cute pa. thanks ha.
Armo. medyo di talaga umiimik si armo no. pero ayus lang. may thank you parin.
Gosh. i remember i was asking you after ng tugtog nyo, i just saw you sitting nalang sa band room. sabi ko, "pagod ka na?", sabi mo, "oo" tapos smile ka. astig! thanks gosh!
Rayms. it was nice meeting the famous 'rayfabs'. astig ka din! thanks for the posters you gave us. and for letting us in the band room. sana we can see all of you again. great job you are doing for sponge cola. more power!
message board ang drama ko no.hehe,
basta thanks for a wonderful night. we all had a blast! one sponge of a night it is!
oh yeah, oh yeah..
 ang ayus no.hehe, pero i love this shot!
 thanks rayms for taking this shot.: )  charm, jen and kate(san si luisa?amp, nasa band room!)
Thursday, February 09, 2006
>bakit kaya laging pula ang mga bulaklak na yan?
hindi ba pwedeng may makita naman akong puti?
siguro, kung makakita man ako ng puti eh malapit ng maging pula?
laging ganon?
sabi nila wag daw akong maghanap ng puti o pula. hintayin ko daw may sumulpot na asul.
saan ba makakahanap ng asul na bulaklak ha?
saan nga ba? pag may alam kayo, ituro niyo ako ha.: )
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
>oh no! did he just?! oh yeah, he just did..
back to 020506..
yes? what's all the buzz about?
BUZZ!!!
bigyang kahulugan>nasubukan mo na bang managinip ng tatlong araw ng sunod-sunod? ano na nga ba ang tawag don? o meron bang tawag don?
parang big deal ba sa akin ito? ngayon lang kasi ata ako nanaginip ng sunod-sunod at tandang tanda ko panaginip ko. black & white dreams ata tawag don pag naalala mo panaginip mo. colored naman pag wala ka maalalang detalye pero alam mo na may nangyaring panaginip sa pagtulog mo. may sense ba ko? palagay ko meron naman eh.
nasan na nga ba ako? ah, yun nga..simula nung isang araw, panay ang panaginip ko. nakakapanibago lang kasi. yung unang panaginip ko ginawan ko siya ng entry dito at meron naman natuwa sa ginawa ko. meron ding nalito. siguro kaya nagtuloy-tuloy ang panaginip ko para meron ako uling maisulat dito. siguro nga, malamang.
uuwi ang ate ko ngayong biyernes. naalala ko sabi ko kay mama wag nalang siyang patuluyin umuwi kung hindi rin niya magagawa ang rason kung bakit siya umuuwi. hindi sa ayaw kong makita ang ate ko, ilang buwan ko narin siyang hindi nakikita at miss ko na siya. nag-iisa lang ang kapatid kong babae no, at maniwala ka, hindi madali na ako lang ang babae ngayon dito sa bahay maliban kay mama. ang hirap kaya. kahit minsan, pagod ka na. iba kasi mag-asikaso ang babae. kahit panay ang reklamo ko, ako pa din ang gagawa. di ko rin matitiis eh. puro kasi lalaki ang kapatid na kasama ko dito. ang kuya ko at dalawang mas nakababata. na kailanma'y di ako tinawag na ate kaya halos parang magkakabarkada lang kami. kaya ayun, hindi ako ginagalang. parang hindi ako babae. one of the boys. reklamo lang.
namatay daw ang ate nang hindi pa namin nakikita. ilang araw na daw naka-burol sa quezon city kung saan sila nakatira ng pamilya nya.
tinanong ko si mama, "ma, kailan ang libing ni ate?"
si papa ang sumagot, "hindi pa alam."
nagsimula nakong umiyak. hindi alam pano sya mapupuntahan.
"paano na ang mga pamangkin ko?", "sinong nag-aasikaso sa kanila?"
patuloy ang aking pag-iyak, hanggang humagulgol na ko. di na napigil ang sarili.
sagot ni papa, "wala tayong magagawa kung yan ang dapat."
di ko matanggap ang sagot na yun. parang walang tamang sinabi ang tatay ko.
nagising ako na hinahabol ang aking hininga. pagod na pagod na tila hinahabol ako ng isang mabangis na hayop sa aking pagtulog.
mabuti na lamang at isa palang panaginip.
kung ano ang ibig sabihin, hindi ko alam. pero gusto kong malaman.
Monday, February 06, 2006
thought>if everything can just turn out the way we want them... # posted by marie |
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Sunday, February 05, 2006
waiting>traffic.
Pebbles was with her ex-boyfriend, Paul....(after six years of no communication)
a partner for two and a half years some seven years ago. after their break-up, they were friends for only a couple of months. but it didn't stay that way. maybe because of complications, of bad things and words they said to each other, of their new relationships that were not that acceptable to both of them, of promises and dreams that were left to nothing but a bagful of dissapointments. maybe when they decided to move to different to directions, a lot of plans of were left unfulfilled. maybe they weren't ready at all to go their own ways. maybe they still wanted to be together but can't possibly go on, maybe the love was not that strong anymore to hold back. for six years now, they haven't spoken. not even a nod or hi when they see each other by fate. they were strangers after more than two years of relationship and five years of friendship. it mattered to Pebble why this had to happen, why everything they had was now nothing, even the friendship. but Paul, he didn't mind at all. he was so busy moving on with his new life. She was left to hoping they could still be friends. so left.
...they were driving along mcdonalds. heavy traffic. Paul suddenly asked her, "kumusta ka na pala?". she was so surprised to hear this from him, she answered a simple, "okay lang naman." and asked, "ikaw?" and the kumustahan went on. he asked her, "can we do things all over again?" she couldn't control the happiness she felt, she still loved him, she still wanted him, even if walls were between them, even though things have become a lot more complicated on both their sides, she took the risk..she was crying, took a deep breath..and answered him, "oo." and there they were in the middle of the traffic. crying and hugging each other. so tight. full of emotions.
she never asked him for explanations for what happened in the past, why he just ignored her. she just accepted the way he is now. she loved him so much to ask for reasons. he was lucky. he was sorry. he now gave her the love she deserved.
she was happy.
but he was the happiest man.
oh well, and it was a dream.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
kanya>sa totoo lang, 8 hours nako dito. walong oras nakong nakababad sa harap ng pc. iba-ibang posisyon na nga ginawa ko eh. ngawit na ngawit nako pero patuloy parin pagbabasa ko.
obsession na ba? hindi naman. aliw lang talaga.
para sa kanya to'.
para sa kanya.
salamat.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
>we all think we are so close, but really we know nothing about each other.
"i want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. (maybe town i live, where i went to high school, where i work. or something totally different, like: about my first broken heart, most painful experience, health stuff, ANYTHING -- it's all fair game.)"
then, if you like, post this in your blog and find out what people don't know about you.
nicked this from celest's lj..i found it interesting.
komplikado>ano nga ba talaga gusto kong mangyari sa buhay ko? umabot na ako sa ganitong edad, hindi pa rin ako sigurado. basta ang alam ko, kailangan kong makatapos para sa sarili ko, para sa anak ko at siyempre para sa mga magulang ko.
wala sa plano ko ang mag-asawa. masaya ako sa pinili kong buhay. at yun ay totoo. hindi sa tutol ako sa mga taong may asawa o nasa isang relasyon. ang akin lang, masaya ako na walang nagsasabi sakin ano dapat kong gawin maliban sa tatay ko. na wala ng ibang taong iniisip na maapektuhan sa mga desisyon ko. pag committed kasi, ang hirap gumalaw. sa ayaw mo at hindi kailangan lagi kayong nagkakasundo sa mga gagawin nyo. dapat alam ng partner mo mga balak mo, mga galaw mo, pati pabango mo. hindi sa mahirap akong pakisamahan kaya lang nasubukan ko na ang ganyan. at hindi masaya. siguro nung mga panahong yon medyo natuwa pa ako sa ganon. pero nung nagkaisip na ako. aba, hindi na sya masaya.
malamang ayaw ko na lang magbuhos ng maraming panahon at emosyon at pagkatapos ay sa wala din mapupunta. bitter ba ako. hindi! takot lang. takot sa mga kaya kong gawin pag hinayaang kong makapasok ang mga komplikadong bagay gaya ng pag-ibig. sa dami na ng napagdaanan ko, kalokohan at kabaliwan. kilala ko na ang sarili ko. alam ko na pwede kong gawin. at hindi ko na hinahayaang umabot dun. minsan man na sumasablay ako at nadudulas sa iniiwasan kong "magulo at makulay na mundo ng pag-ibig", agad akong umuurong. agad kong iniisip na wala ito. na isa na naman sa mga walang kakwenta-kwentang sitwasyon. takot ako, alam ko yun. negative-thinker ako alm ko din yun. pero madalas kasi mas nakakatulong sakin pagiging ganito ko. mas maganda pag hawak mo ang sitwasyon. malamang ang iba dyan hindi sang-ayon sa akin. pero ito naman ay opinyon ko. di ko naman pinipilit sayo.
basta ngayon ang gusto ko lang ay tapusin itong degree na ito. makapagtrabaho malayo dito. sa lugar na wala akong kilala. makinig ng musika. at lalong mahulog sayo.
umuulan kanina dito pero sa lugar na mga 800meters ang layo dito, wala daw kahit patak. ang labo. pati panahon naki-ayon sa kalabuan ko.
wag ka na magreklamo. wala ka naman karapatan eh.
--------------------------------------------------------------- may funny-aliw story lang ako. actually yung brother ko(kit) pala. kit has his O-J-T in an internet cafe which is owned by his friend. he was telling me that yesterday there was this kid, aged 7 maybe, a boy, who went there to play gunbound(ahhh..addictive ba?) boy: kuya, maglalaro po ako ha. 30mins lang po ako ha. pakilista po. kit: oo sige. the boy was sitting next to my brother. boy: kuya, 30mins po ha. wag nyo po kakalimutan. kit: oo. boy: kuya, baka lumampas ako ha. sabihin nyo po sakin. 10pesos lang po kasi pera ko.(showing his 2 five peso coins) ang kulit my brother thought... after 40mins.. kit: bata, lampas ka na. boy: ayyyy..bakit di nyo po sinabi? wala po akong pera.(looked so worried) naawa kapatid ko.. kit: sige 1hr mo na yan. libre ko na. boy: thank you, kuya. nagulat ako sa kapatid ko. mabait din pala hayop na yun. kahit sa akin madalas bastos at walang galang. natuwa sya dun sa bata dahil kamukha daw ng pamangkin namin, si asi. parang nagpapa-alala kasi birthday nya kahapon. ***kahit gaano kagago ang isang tao. kahit gaano pa kabastos yan. kahit masama yan sa ibang tao. meron at merong malambot na parte ng kanyang pagkatao na hindi nya ipinapakita sa lahat.
~ Me ~
Name:marie
Location:Tarlac city, Philippines.. i am nice and bitchy..don't argue.. i'm friendly and suplada.. i love life and everything else related to it.. i'm stubborn but responsible.. i love coi sooooo much.. i'm a single-schooling mom!..and i'm proud of that!
~ Loves ~
my coi my family friends music!opm bands! hale, sponge cola, join the club, juana, 6cm, pupil, protein shake, urbandub, dicta license, stonefree, wickermoss, sandwich YG's life and everything else related to it colors coi's artworks and hirits! coi's own versions of band songs my pillow at night apple pies bags butterflies blogs cookies concerts dreams emails flowery stuff gigs girlbonding with san mig then coffee greens happiness hugs internet kisses love music movies new friends orange pinks perfumes purples rains in Baguio slippers sunflowers tv the OC videoke whites
~ Hates ~
airheads brats backstabbers bestfriend with benefits childish guys conceited jerks disturbed freaks dirt dramatics dfd's fuckinshit fools great pretenders hypocrites ill fated men muscle men one-way talks plastics rumors roaches users
~ Wishlist ~
wish you were here
my own house
my own yacht
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