Tuesday, January 31, 2006 hindi na>di kumpleto ang gabi pag wala. di masaya.
walang magawa. parang hindi tama.
wag na lang. tama na.
ikaw, isa dyan. umuwi ka.
happy birthday asi! love ka ni tita marie.
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i did a good deed today. or feeling ko lang. i helped my mom prepare 500 sandwiches for the inmates of Tarlac Provincial Jail. they do this every year. it was supposedly for christmas but they were too busy with other stuff. every year they give away food, clothes or just any donation/gift they can afford to share. nung una, lech!sabi ko why do i have to help out in making the sandwiches? i even thought it's a waste of my time since ang dami naman katulong ni mama sa paggawa. kaya lang, wala eh. she knew that i was just gonna bum around the house this afternoon. but later on, when were halfway the 500mark, i was feeling good na. i realized that it wasn't bad after all, not a waste of my time but a happy feeling that i shared my time. alam ko it wasn't from the heart nung una, but hey! a girl can change her mind sometimes.. # posted by marie |
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Monday, January 30, 2006 parang totoo>ang hirap. may kinababaliwan na naman ata ako.
(sayang kagabi, dapat makakausap ko si poy eh. tanga kasi. nakalimutan kong magpalit ng sim. ayun tuloy. minalas ako.)
ngayon palang nangyari sa akin to. ang magbuhos ng madaming oras at atensyon sa taong di ko kilala. sa taong kahit sa larawan di ko pa nakikita. pero ayus naman eh.
pero bakit parang wala akong maisulat dito. dapat nga madami akong kwento. natatameme ako. tama ba yun.
meron eh. alam ko meron. lagi kasing may ngiti pag humirit na sya. laging may aliw, may init, may iba.
eto singit lang ha. sagutin ko lang. hindi hipokrito. pero di ko pa pinasok mga site na yan na sinasabi mo. hindi sa tutol ako sa mga interesado sa ganun ha. siguro may alam na lang kasi ako. kung ano man at kung ano-ano pa. pero di ko sinasabing bihasa na. napagdaanan lang. pero ngayon hindi na nagagawa. o?
dare you to move.
o kung ano man yang pumapasok sa utak mo ngayon. hindi tungkol sayo to'. tungkol ito sa akin. at sa maraming bagay na pilit kong binabago, inaalam at pinag-aaralan. mga bagay na sana'y may patutunguhan naman. di lang laging sa wala.
kung ano man ito, wish me goodluck.
sarap nyang kausap. kahit gaya ng dati isa na namang mas nakababata. di nako natuto. di madadala. di na ba. hindi sana ito tulad ng mga dating kong kwento na madaling matapos. isa, dalawa, tatlo, apat o ilang araw lang. sana maging kaibigan nga. yung may katuturan. hindi naman yung malaman basta lang may patutunguhan.
isa na naman ito sa mga, hindi maayos na taong nakilala ko pero maayos para sa akin. hindi mo maintindihan, bahala ka na. # posted by marie |
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Sunday, January 29, 2006 ampota, umaga na?!>lang ya', inumaga na pala ako kakabasa ng mga gawa nya. sobrang naengrossed ata ako dun o dun sa tao, iba eh! nabilib ako ha. at natuwa, naaliw sa mga entries nya. most pa nga, i find exciting and made me wishing.
sana, ako din. maglalabas nga ako para maranasan mga ganun. hala, may inggit factor.
basta lang, iba eh. at habang binabasa ko mga kilig entries(for me ha!), meron kasi akong late night textmate, although di constant, pero kilala ko sya ha. as in personally. bigla kasi tumulaok tong fone, kala ko nga nagrep si oms eh. hala! asa ka pa?! pero anyway, sya nga. he said:"hello!:, i said:"hey!", gulat sya gising pako, kanina pa yun eh around 2am.. pucha! mag-fo-4 na pala! shet! lintik na pag-ibig, ay! kaya pala sakit na ng mga buto ko sa likod. pero sige tapusin ko na lang to. wala lang, naku! naughty na naman ata to'! lagi nalang bang ganon. oh well, wala lang naman eh. puro lang kami sa text. walang body contact. lolz. he asked:"buti ur still up? hmmmm.." naku alam ko meaning nun, we understand each other by that na eh. lagi kasing ganon. i said:"stuck ako sa pc" palagay ko gusto pa nya magtagal text namin kaya lang dahil nga i was so into this things i'm reading. deadma ako. hindi malaman mga reply ko sa kanya, first-time yun. i normally entertain him, ewan ko ba bakit this time. pinabayaan ko lang. until di na sya nag-text. so what diba?! busy ako. naaaliw. period.
palagay ko magiging habit ko na pagbabasa ng mga gawa nya.
parang gusto ko sya makilala, someday.
Saturday, January 28, 2006 linux seminar, hale daan lang ng tarlac!weeeshhh>attended a seminar kanina with my classmates organized by LEADS(League of advancement & development for students) seminar on linux/LAMP(linux, Apache, MySQL, PHP/Perl/Phyton), interesting sya actually.. i really listened sa resource speaker na yun. i even got myself a Linux software cd coz i got to answer a question..
after the seminar, eat out kami kasi birthday ni tan2, neb's bf, so yun then walk kami sa bargain to find little things to buy, yun panic-buying tuloy ako ng bracelets..cheap naman kasi eh..kaya ok lang..
when i got home, i was thinking of Hale na. kasi they were gonna go to baguio na tonight for their sm baguio gig on thje 29th..so syemps daan sila ng tarlac. balak ga namin mag-abang sa highway to see them eh, maglagay kaya kami ng checkpoint?! pero kasi 8:30pm na asa manila pa daw sila so late na daan nila dito sa tarlac.. kahit gusto ko man find a way para makita man lang sila, jen&kate can't make it that late ng gabi, kasi mga 10:30-11pm na daan nila dito. naku, di ko naman kakayanin alone noh. sus! baka mastroke ako when i see Hale wala ako kasama, mahirap na!hehe hay..saan na kaya sila nyan?: ( gusto ko na nga tawagan si oms eh..kaya lang shy ako..nyeks!may ganun!
saan na nga ba?
Friday, January 27, 2006 isn't this just my lucky night!!>share ko lang, mga 30mins ago ata yun, i was talking to yael through voice chat sa YM!! salamat kay jed(mod ng SC YG)..
Call ended. 8 min, 41 sec. (12:02 AM on 1/27/2006)<<<
hay, di ako makagawa ng maayos na post! sensya na, overwhelmed pa rin eh!
kakaloka!!yieeeee....
try ko mag-add ng kwento ha. it was this call-a-lister night on Sponge Cola YG, and i was so surprised when i read Jed's post(SC YG mod) that they, together with Yael, were gonna call a lister on his YM list or through the YG list. they were gonna watch Lost and maybe after watching ata sila mag-call. inisip ko pa nga, true kaya?! i-PM lang daw si Jed, so i tried: i said "hi", and he said "hi" din ata i'm not sure or hello ata..labo ko diba?! up to now kasi lumulutang parin ako, lakas pa ng hangover ko eh! and he asked :"sasali ka ba sa call-a-lister?" i replied:"pwede ba?" di nga sya reply agad eh, busy siguro. so i just asked if tuloy talaga concert ng SC dito sa tarlac on the 10th. wala pa rin reply. mejo di na nga ako umasa na sasagot pa eh. pero the next thing i knew, i saw :jed is calling you: waaaaaaahhhhh! grabe!taranta ever talaga ako!, i immediately answered the call, kaya lang sa super dami ng programs naka-open sakin, nasa confe pa nga with halers that time:xave's concert eh!" ayun nagka-prob sa connection so he hang up. naloka ako!! super inis ko! agad ako send ng message:sorry, can you try to call again?: grabe after mga 5mins ata..he was calling na uli. this time ok na. mega-close ko lahat ng programs eh. kaya lang di maganda connection ko ata, so mejo chappy-chappy signal..hehe, pero bait ni jed&yael, nagtiyaga sila...waaahhhh! i was really talking to yael! lucky me! i heard his guafo voice!! yieee, kagigil! sabi nga ni jen:GGM!! weee.. ako lang 'ata' yung isang lister na nakausap eh!" waaaahhhh! super saya ko..yael, jed & i kept laughing dahil sa labo ng usapan namin. but i got to ask him if i could meet him backstage sa concert nila dito. he said, punta lang ako backstage! waaaahhh!yeahboi! sabi naman ni jed, he'd remember me naman daw..sana nga, so excited! weee! weee!! mejo di ko na maalal yung ibang napag-usapan, mejo di ako magaling sa animated na kwento eh..sensya.
basta, thanks again to jed & yael for wrapping up my night! basta lang! ilabshew..hehe
this is what i mean by aliwin ang sarili. pero namiss ko parin sya, uwi ka naman. # posted by marie |
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006 can't get enough of The O.C., and yael's hottie pix..> my oh my!!! seth cohen is just pure love..he's perfect..innocence & sweetness.. tall & lanky, pure heart..haha! i love the way he is. i was watching OC since tuesday morning on etc, then at 9pm still on etc and star world at past 12am(1st season)..just can't get enough! love the show!very addicting..
i love the cast..great family stories..not too dramatic coz there's always something comic..basta the show's cool!!
i love ryan and marissa.. aren't they just too cute in this shot?!.. hay..another sigh*..
this is just one of yael's hottie pix..(thanks emis for sharing!) pigilan nyo ko!!!waaaeeeehhhh!!! http://www.davidfabros.com/pages/open%20YAEL.htm this is where you'll find the rest of the pix..
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Monday, January 23, 2006 i've been in the :lazy mode: lately>
i dunno what's gotten into me, i was so lazy to post lately..not that i don't have stories to tell, ideas to share or just nothings to doodle about, i was a little busy yes but i was still always online..hah ewan! labo-ness ko na naman! oh well, but i'm back! what have i missed to say ba?..on sunday, i went to mass with mama and champ at 5pm which is supposedly the time for me to meet rio:angel_riomi@yahoo.com, kate & jen:pretty_jen0609@yahoo.com--(tarlac halers). so ayun sila nalang munang tatlo nagbonding, hehe..they went malling daw to find gifts to give for champ, omnie, roll & shel. rio, this time would be responsible for all these, since Hale's going to Baguio on the 29th and since dun sya aral...swerete-ness nya!!she's gonna see them again! inggit ever nga kami nila jen & kate eh..pero don't worry girls, we'll have our moment again.., believe me when i say..hahaha!
anyway, so yun nga we went to mass, tapos brought my champy sa mall, wonder why di kami nagkita ng mga halers na to'?! eh sa liit lang ng mall na pinuntahan namin,,hehe
on monday, i met up with rio to find shel a gift kasi wala sila nakita kahapon..unfortunately wala din kaming nakita, ang malas diba?!, i told her to find shel a gift nalang sa baguio since she's going back na. we went to CHS-T F. Tañedo to meet jen & kate since may pasok silang dalawa..all the good ol' memories came back to me..my younger years sa school na yun', my prep to grade 2 days were spent sa school na yun though i still went to CHS all the way to HS, yun lang we got transferred sa SSV..a bigger building. wala lang..i just remember the days when all you think about is play and be happy..hehe, unlike now, when we get older kasi all things get complicated na, not that i'm complaining, i'm just missing the much simpler days of life.. pero now, ok naman eh..i always manage to make it through naman eh, pano pang nasabing mariesurvivah ako diba?wei'! oh well, saya ever na naman bonding naming 4 eh..these guys, though i've known personally for just a month now ata..we're like so close na eh..iba kasi talaga when you all share a common interest eh..things get lighter, conversations are fast and lively..bata another happy moment to'!
rio, ingat sa baguio ha. naku, ayusin mo yan! grab that chance gurl!
kaloka! champ was online sa ym monday night, naloka mga halers! nag-hang ata ym..nabaliw confe eh!too bad di ako umabot, si sister lyz kasi eh!hehe, jowk sis!thanks pa rin for texting me kahit late nga lang..: )belated happy birthday!muah-ness! sana lagi sya online para masaya!masayang-masaya!!hehe, inlove to'!hehe..adik din kasi like joantots(orig adik!)
o diba, inaaliw ang sarili, what did i tell you?, and you think i'm really okay...
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Saturday, January 21, 2006 bargain partII>story for jan.20
naku adik kami ni mama. puro bargain.hehe, while champ was with tito jon nya. malling sila. bonding. naki-fiesta pa nga sila eh. kami naman ni mama sa bargain nagpunta and sa 99.9. mga adik kasi eh. got myself a bag, native one. yun lang, pero i'm coming back for more. kaya tuloy, malabo nako matuloy sa baguio on the 29th for Hale. hirap mag-ipon eh. pero i'm really dying to see Hale again, lalo na ang champoy! waaaahhh! nov last year ko pa sila last nakita! kakaiyak.
tuloy story, after sa town. we went home na ni mama. shower muna ko before punta kina inang for fiesta dinner. daming activities noh. kakapagod. ngayon lang naman. i was suppose to join pa my other set of cousins for videoke kaya lang pagod na eh. up to 4am nga ata sila with my younger bro, kit. nainggit nga lang ako.: (
pero buti nalang din i didn't go out last night kasi live on rx ang Hale and Sponge Cola. waaaaahhhh..back to my adikshown! champ and yael in one live cover!!victory party ng rx, live sa dish. so ayun i listened online while chatting with co-SC, ken and co-haler, irwin. saya!!kaloka mga voice nila!!woooohooooo... narelax ako.
oh well, yun lang muna.
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fiesta>a story from my fiesta escapades with beng, ate lot, cha & champ.
thursday, jan.19. before even having a break from all the serious stuff around me. i had to finish my midterms in BIS326. at 2pm, we had our exam. lam mo ba anong bad trip dun?! review ako ng sobrang daming concepts, tapos konti lang pala dun ang kasama! whats worse pa eh, yung included sa exams eh, di mashado natatandaan..kaya naku! goodluck sakin kung ano result nun. pero pasado naman yun, di nga lang mataas. ha ewan! tapos na eh. anyway, after our exam, i decided to hang out with sca, neb & joy(my school friends). tagal ko na kasi di tambay with them eh. so yun, sama ako sa kanila to watch the parade sa town. kaya lang bad trip, wala kami napala! si arron villaflor na ang pinaka-celebrity na nakita ko!hehe, super sakit ng paa ko! grabbeee..naiiyak na nga ako sa sakit. i was wearing heels kasi since we were in uniform pa kasi. after the parade i couldn't find a ride home! lecheng parada yan'! nawala mga tric sa paligid eh..
when i got home, super bagsak ako. super gutom pa. basta lahat na ng super pagod. : ( mega rest ako, napa-mega eat din tuloy! hala! i violated my own rules in eating!! kasalanan!
pero kahit too tired na, i still wanted to go out that night kaya beng and i planned for a night out. kahit saan, basta out of the house pwede na! mga 10:30 na kami lumabas, beng with her sis, ate lot. and me with my kid, champ. plaza kami dude! pero ayus naman eh. may mga food booths na kasi, balak ata gayahin kasi baywalk eh. good for the city. : ) dami na naman namin nakain. pizza. pica-pica. nakasam na din namin dun bro ko & his gf cha. before 12, my friend naman, cha din, came. ayun we watched the fireworks display, as in upclose. champ was so happy to see the ilaws. enjoy sya, dami nya nakain and he was sooo alive even at 12am, we went home at 1am na. daan pa kasi kami sa carnival kaya lang di na nakapag-rides. kasi naman tulog na mga operator. puro games nalang. ayun.
may funny story nga eh, there were these young boys parang mga ages 19-21 ata. nagpapacute. hehe, anyway cute sila kaya lang, naku no! mga hijo!
tiring day. pero enjoy naman.
one more day without you.
blank>wula, tomorrow nalang.
too tired.
Wednesday, January 18, 2006 bargain! bargain!>i was suppose to go sa bank yesterday. well, i did actually..nasaraduhan nga lang ako! inis! i was there 20mins before 3 ha. kaya i went back kanina. tapos i found this 99.9 store near the bank so ayun, napabili na naman ako. just when i need to save for something, dami ko naman ginagawang gastos, hehe..oh well, i bought stuff for champ naman eh, so okay lang.
kahapon, i was with beng and marvin. sinamahan ko sila sa net shop where OJT so Kit, my bro. ayun, they both edited their friendster profiles..hehe, ewan ko ba, isama pako sa so-called date nila..hehe!peace sis!
kagabi naman, we went sa town nila mama and champ. bargain!bargain! daw si mama, town fiesta kasi on the 20th so meron, kaek-ekan sa plaza..and all the happy lasingan stuff..
yun, yun..wala na.
just a though pala. never put candies sa bag nyo or just don't fail to remove them na lang kasi ako kahapon when i checked my bag na 3days ko na ata di ginagamit, may ants!kaloka! andami pa! goosebumps!@.. si champ ko kasi eh! kagagawan nya candies sa bag ko eh..hehe,
yun lang..babaw ba?
parang sira no..; )
ayaw ko na, di ko sinasadya, di ko sinasadya..
past life daw>In a Past Life... | You Were: A Banished Executor of Sacrifices. Where You Lived: South Africa. How You Died: Consumption. |
Who Were You In a Past Life?
Monday, January 16, 2006 mind not working>bad trip! my first attempt to make this entry got cursed!hehe, eh bad trip kasi just when i thought i was writing so much, bigla nagloko internet..bad trip nagclose sya, without me saving muna!hmp!lech! kung mamalasin ka nga naman o! now i don't know if i can recall pa what i wrote kanina.kainis!naman!
try ko ha, ano na nga ba?i was saying pasensya coz parang my mind's not working at the moment..kaya lang now, parang my mind's kinda tired na. i couldn't think of a story to tell..
ano nga ba? i was suppose to drop by beng's place kanina kaya lang my mom was going out pala, so ako taong bahay! i really needed to see beng kanina.i still need someone to talk to. up to now, sira pa rin ako. trying to recover pa rin. covering up my sadness with a happy face. finding a cure. or baka wala na, pause lang siguro solution pero not stop.
pero, as usual, ako pa. survivor ata to'. so lagi naman, i'll be fine.
anyway, i was watching spanglish kanina, movie ni adam sandler. just when i was enjoying it, nagloko na f*ckin sensitive player namin!ayaw sa gasgas!hala ang selan!, the only thing that kept me busy the whole afternoon, nabitin pa!, kainis!naman!yiiieee...
yesterday, the whole fam was at inang's palce sa ramos coz my uncle came from italy. ayun mega-catch up sila nila mama and papa. alak. ako?chika with my cuz angie and my other married cousins, hala ako lang single dun ah!, mas young pa nga yung iba sakin eh. my only wish for them is to stay together. hala!magmabait ba?!, pero before they all decided to get married, laging sakin ang takbo ng mga yan'.whether or not, itutuloy nila.i would always say if di pa buo decison nila,.they can choose to be single naman eh.being single's not bad.i always say take it from me.but then again, love prevails.naku love! so now, 2 na lang kami sa side na yun ang single ladies.ako happy!hehe. anyway, my champ naman was busy playing with his cousins. saya nya! the only time he gets to play outdoors kasi. OC nga batang yan eh. everytime he gets his hands dirty, he'd wash right away.arte no! we took a lot of photos too. waaaaaaahhhh!shuri po!di napigil!si yael kasi singing jeepney..:"bumaba ako sa jeepney, kung saan tayo dating magkatabi. magkahalik ang pisngi nating dalawa. nating dalawa."...waaaahhh! guafo talaga ng voice nya! astig! "at ngayo'y wala na, ikaw ay lumayo na".. jeepney on my media player eh.: )
my music, heals me. refreshes my thoughts. inspires me.
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Saturday, January 14, 2006 heaven knows>by:orange and lemons
There are times when I’m lying in my bed Hug my pillow and cry from this tip again And my eyes are like windshields on a rainy day Almost rubbed down, swelling, as I keep onDipping my face in these cold hands of mine Heaven knows how bitter I am ‘Cause this angel has flown away from me Leaving me in drunken misery I should have clipped her wings and made her mine For all eternity Now this angel has flown away from me Thought I had the strength to set her free Did what I did because I love her so Will she ever find her way back home to me I’m so tired, I feel like catching forty winks Being up all night in this elbow room That puts me in a trance Where hopes and dreams come true Now my lips are burning and my eyes are hurting From this fuse I mixed till I light another Cigarette just to pass my time, Heaven knows how bitter I am
Friday, January 13, 2006 feeling so bad>as i'm writing this, he maybe up on the plane already. nakahiga pa ko when he texted me saying paalis na sya.oh what a friendly message!i was hoping for a more personalized one.heh!but still i was glad na nagpaalam sya.kahit nakapikit pa ata ako i was so excited to text back.sabi ko nga too bad, di na kami nag-usap uli after our long talk nung minsan*.i got up from bed and now eto i'm making this.i thought of putting all my emotions here para ma-release ko. i'm feeling so bad.naiiyak na naman ako.my friends know that i find it so hard to cry over things na dapat iyakan na.dami ng ganong situations eh.but this time, bakit naiiyak ako?!pero ayus lang, alam ko na naman na i couldn't do anything about this.dito na to' mag-stop.it ends here na.: ( he said :"huwag na lungkot, smile na.: )", reply ko:"not that easy, pero dahil sabi mo sige" but up to now, i'm sad parin.i know i have no right.pero emotions ko lang to'.and i think i'm entitled to that.
siguro nakalipad na sya.now excited na sya to see her.and i'm happy for him.but not happy for myself.pero i know magiging okay din ako.i will.and i should.
walang galit.walang tampo.friends tayo eh.
so pano, later uli.rest muna ko.
i'm back, and medyo feeling a little better. i've realized na wala na din akong magagwa eh. and i have to go back to my old life again. aliwin ko lang uli sarili ko with my music. anjan ang Hale & sponge cola. anjan naman si champ & yael.
ano na nga ba yung kwento ko? where was i na nga ba? basta all i know was i had the best time. bitin pero and saya. naging sad lang when it was time na ihatid na nya kami pauwi. yun lang yung time na tumahimik kami. as in. pagdating dito sa bahay, i was looking forward na makababa ng car to hug him for the last time. it was so painful. really painful.
nakausap ko pa sya ng 2am til 3:30 ata.saya nun.sana laging pwede.sana when i need someone to talk to pwede sya.naiiyak ako.pero happy ako for him that he found his happiness na.naiiyak ako kasi sana ako yun.sana masaya din ako like him.
pahinga muna uli.
hi prudy.wish i could talk to you too.
Thursday, January 12, 2006 dream on..dream away..>oh well..where was i?
i don't think i can go on with my story tonight.
maybe tomorrow. i'm gonna wait by the phone.
beng sister, thanks again for that enlightening talk we had last night til 2:30am.
may hang-ups pa rin eh.
til tomorrow.: )
Wednesday, January 11, 2006 i was smiling til this morning>my dinner with my friends last night kept me smiling up to the time i woke up. even lasted til this afternoon. haha! am i nuts?! no!, i'm really happy.. because i always say "my friends=my lovelife" i could live without someone special beside me for years but not without my friends!!!gosh!who can live without 'em?!! stupid you!
abnoy(%%), marvin & paolo(abnoy's nephew) were to pick up me and beng at 6pm. sa may champaca..beng's palce. but because balikbayan si abnoy, he was really early, even before 6 andun na sya kina beng. eh di ako ngayon late, they called me up, eh i was still fixing up. traffic pa jan sa may mcdo!lech, ayun 15mins late tuloy ako. ako tuloy bida!wehehe.. i was excited to see him again after 5 long years. we were not able to say our goodbyes before he left for the states, complicated kasi mga bagay nun..hehe,
pagpasok ko ng gate, nakita ko na sya through the screen door ng sala. agad na nga akong masaya eh.ewan ko ba.all smiles na kami.excited ako.sana sya din.tagal kaya namin di nagkita no!geez!ayaw ko ng ganito, mashado pang maaga..wehehe..the first thing i did was hug him hello.i missed him.honest! so ayun na, simula na nga bolahan..na payat ako and all.na i look good chenelyn.tuwa naman ako.asar niya ko kay marvin.hehe, friends lang kami nun.so yun, off we go.walang katapusang kwentuhan na.as in kwento marathon ginawa namin sa car on our way to isdaan for our dinner.asar marathon.puro bringing back the old days ang drama.bilib nga ako kay abnoy, very vivid memory nya.alang memory gap.topic kasi yung trip namin paakyat ng baguio when we were still studying there.sa sobrang kadaldalan naming 2.we forgot magpa-gas.as in nasa paa pa lang ata kami ng bundok when we realized lapit na sa empty.as in no gas stations pa nun sa marcos highway.sobrang kaba namin lalo na gabi na yun.we were praying and singing at the same time.nabaliw ata kami ni abnoy nun.so yun nga, yun ang topic.pero bilib ako kasi sya he still remembered na muntik na kami naaksidente nun ng 2 bus.kagabi ko lang uli naalala yun.my god jay!i missed you talaga.dami kasing gandang memories eh.or should i say puro good memories.wala kasing negative sa friendship namin nun.positive vibes lagi.hay...life...bakit kailangan complicated?..
basta mega-talakan kami eh.i was even asking for a moment of silence sa loob ng kotse.pano ba naman nabibingi na kid na kasama namin.inech! ingay kasi namin.as in close windows pa.highest level ata mga boses namin.saya saya ko talaga.wala akong maisip na exact words to describe how i felt kagabi.thanks friend.sana laging ganun, parang walang problema mundo.
when we reached isdaan, over sa gutom nako kasi i had 1 meal palang.we all loved the place.pao was enjoying it.dun kami dine s floating chever nila kaya pag may "big" move, nahihilo kami!kaloka!beng kasi, ano naisip eh..hehe, tagal namin naisip what to order, kasi nga puro kami daldal and asaran.buti nalang di nainis si manong wowie, ang butihing waiter namin..hehe, aliw nga sya samin eh!lahat kasi kami high!parang mga adik!super hyper!
while waiting for our food, ikot ikot muna kami sa isdaan.walking, saya nun.may moment kasi dun eh.di ko na sasabihin pero may thump..hehe camwhoring mode..hay..again...
kainan na!gutom na gutom nako!inech!sarap ng food ha.o gutom lang ako.serbisyong pinoy sya.kaka--******..hay...ayaw ko na! tama na!
kaya ko pa ba magkwento..naloloka nako..di ko na kakayanin..iba eh!
bukas nalang kaya uli. o sige bukas nalang nga.
pahinga ko muna itong feeling na to'.po.
if you want to react on this.email me:macoi20@yahoo.com
Tuesday, January 10, 2006 inggit kay lyz..hehe>1. First thing you did this morning? **viewed my phone
2. Last thing you ate? **ham
3. Is your cell phone a piece of crap? **u-huh
4. What's the thing you look forward to most in the next 6 months? **visits, gigs, Hale & Sponge in Tarlac sana!!, more luck(haha!)
5. What's annoying you right now? **hard core plastics!
6. What's the last movie you saw in a theater? **uhm…
7. Do you believe in long distance relationships? **no!kaya nga I broke up with ***
8. What's Worse? a) getting hurtb) people not being real with youc) losing important people in your life
**c
9. Is there someone you miss? **yup! A lot!
10. Who inspires you? **my champ!
11. If you could put together a concert of 6 bands or artists, who would you choose? name them.* *Hale, Sponge Cola, Bamboo, Imago, Pupil, Dicta License(walang tulugan!!!, adik na kung adik!!)
12. Song that sums up your love life? **only love? Ewan!
13. What's one thing you wish you were better at doing? **crying?!!hehe..
14. If you could be anywhere this second, where would it be? **right there, yeah!
15. What's your most vivid memory from 6th grade? **confession before the earthquake
16. Latest addictions? **Hale,(Champ, Omnie, Roll, Shel), Yael Yuzon! Sponge Cola, concerts..
17. Have you ever had the slight urge to kill someone? **yeah!
18.how many people would you say have been interested in you? **a lot?haha!!
19. What do you love doing? **listening to music, watching, blogs, chats, bonding with mah champ,
20. Do you think someone thinks about you daily? **yup, I’m positive about that! Pustahan tayo di ka makatulog!..angas!
21. Who was the last person you saw or talked to? **jay over text..
22. What do you want to be when you grow up? **lawyer..haha!
23. What is your favorite food? **pasta, pizza, piattos!cheese flava!
24. How many people do you know with the same name as yours? **1, barkada ko pa! as in real name ha,,
25. ??? 1. What does your friendster nick mean? **mah nickname marie means rebel!!, yeah right!
2. Who/what's on your primary photo? **me and mah champ
3. What's your age? **next..
4. Are you a busy person? ** busy-busyhan lang.
5. What are you wearing right now? **sleeveless tops & shorts
6. What is love to you? **a whole lot of sacrifice!, na right now, I’m not willing to give..peace!
7. What/who do you hate most now? **meron ba..dami ata,,
8. Who do you love? **family, friends from all ages..hehe,mahself syemps!
9. What makes you happy? **mah champs giddy ways, his impromptu performances, singer eh!actually, total performer! Make your marie proud!hehe **Hale gigs, bonding with halers **videoke with friends **watching till dawn with mah siblings
10.What happens if you wake up one morning to find that the person you love most gone?**cry
11.Do you love cooking? **ooops, no. don’t even know how..
12.If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what will you be? **bird, fly away..
13.Name ONE obvious quality you have. **nice..hehe
14.What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now? **Gemini dear!, I’m listening to it right now..
15.Are you happy today?**kinda16.Who was in your dreams? **no dreams last night, dry!boring!
17.Who\what makes you happy? **finish na to diba..
18.Name the last four things you bought **blouse, juices, biscuits, chips for baon..hehe
19.Name two things you usually drink? **water lang, & sml pala
20.Last Time You Cried? **when pruds left for jersey, while we were texting each other..
21.What's In Your Media Player? **lotsa, my fave now is mr. Brightside & is this the best it gets
22.What's Under Your Bed? **wala
23.What Time Did You Wake Up Today **7am, 7am class ko eh..,hehe, as usual late!
24.Current Hair? **long straight hair, boring!i wanna have some curls!.
25.Current Clothes? ** sleeveless tops & shorts(ulit ulit!damn!)
26.Current Desktop Picture? **champ-coi
27.Current Worry? **baguio gig..hehe
28.Current Hate? **cueshe..peace!, and you!coz it's not always about you!get it?
29.Favourite Place To be? **jollibee..hehe
30.If You Could Play An Instrument? **drums, guitar
31.Current Favourite Word? **ayus!yaely!!
32.One Person From Your Past You Wish you Could Go Back And Talk To? **---o
33.Fave Day? **weekends!
34.Where do you want to live when you get older? **Australia with mah cousins, or somewhere na may snow
35.Number of pillows you sleep with? **4
36.What were you doing 12AM last night: **gantt & pert charts
37.What do you want to say to whoever read this **oh well, thanks!
---nicked from lyz http://www.livejournal.com/users/mealiaslyz/ thanks sis, halos pareho answers natin. found it funny lang, wehehe..soulmates!
Monday, January 09, 2006 evil mode>i just remembered i used to love this song.. * I never knew love like this before Now I'm lonely never more Since you came into my life
ala ata ako gana mag story tell tonight.. is this the best it gets...
ganda ng gising ko kanina, haha!bakit kaya? well, sakin parin ang huling halakhak..haha!demonyo mode??? oh well.. try lang..
i'd like to think that i'm not being unfair to anyone.. i just want to smile..
if it's not right, then i don't care..hehe bad mode..
i don't want to stop.. thanks but no thanks.. basta another lip bite, another one of those did it..
misleading ba? but it's not everyday na bad ako..this is just one of those few days ha.. gusto ko maging mean now lang.. i'm not trying to make an excuse..
Saturday, January 07, 2006 i love ya'> Saw a picture of you Midnight ashes turned to blue I never that you knew Well I don't know
Someday We'll share this cigarette You and me like we used to Outside the dark parking lot Where you told me life happens
Once you close your eyes You had to go soon The roses didn't reach full bloom Well I never thought that you new Well I don't know
--i'm so loving you yael!!waaaahh..nagkakasala ako!!, lipbite, roll your eyes, hot hot hot.. really smart(made it to the top sa game knb), astig angas na cute ang dating..iba!
i owe a story pala about last night, supposedly 7pm yun, dinner sya. kaya lang naku mga girlets na cousins ko super bagal! this time ako nauna matapos magkikay..hehe, the only single girl among them..haha! so yun off we went to la maja rica hotel for dinner with tito mar. had tenderloin steak that i didn't enjoy eating(hehe), i thought of changing the tv channel to myx so yun while we were eating by the poolside, i got our uncle to watch myx hit chart. we showed him mhye's bro from the vid of 6cycle mind. si rye sarmiento. so yun, proud sister naman tong cousin-in-law ko.
after dinner, we went to R&B. gusto daw mag-enjoy ni tito eh. grabe nga naman, super sakit ng tiyan namin kakatawa sa bading na yun! we were really entertained. saya lang. papable ang vox nung band pero behave ako eh.hehe, just enjoyed the music and some beer..mawawala ba yun, may smoke ata sa paligid.
after gimmick, lafang again. chowking muna before we went home. got home at 2am. aga pa no?! eh gusto na nila umuwi eh, palibhasa mga married na..hehe, peace cuznz!
so yun, buti nalang may gimik ako kindi maiisip ko sya..
isang nakalipas uli.. may kwento pa, sinabi ko na kasi na wag titingin sa glass door na yun eh! palibhasa everytime dadaan ako dun, nakikita ko sya. natutuwa ako pero dapat hindi if i wanna make my life really tahimik. pero kanina i looked again kaya lang this time hindi sya mag-isa. sigh*
that's life...
Friday, January 06, 2006 so long to you..>nothin' much to say.. nothin' exciting has happened yet..but i'm going out tonight with mah cousins and tito mar..who knows, somethin might just happen..hehe,
hotoil today..curly later..
so long to you.. Made up my mind on this...Too late for me to hold you back...Maybe too short or dumb...To cry for you but I will anyway..
But I need you here tonight...I need you here inside...I need you here tonight...
shhoooo...shhhooooo..
bakit pala may 22 ang sc? sadyang ganon ba? getching?
Halika naIyong lunurin ang problema’t kalimutan May tanong pa ba? Di na kailangan mag-isip Pagkat bughaw ang ating langit
Malapit naAkong matunaw Puso ko’t damdamin ay sumisigaw Dahil ako’y nasasabik Sa muli mong pagdampi sa aking labi Pagkat/hanggang ngayo’y hinahanap-hanap pa rin Ang iyong tamis Sa tuwi’tuwina yeah
Ito na ang sandali Asahan mong makikinig ng walang maliw Di na kailangan pang itago ang nadarama’t magduda Matagal ka nang naiinip di ba?
Thursday, January 05, 2006 lecheng tagboard!>lecheng tagboard to! di ko maayos!
bad trip. tang inech! 2 days lang ata may features blog ko..
di ako makapasok sa yg chat..i need to download java muna. eh ang lola allergic sa dload..panu ba to?!..di ko tuloy makachat si champ! 2days na ata sya online eh.. nga pala, di pala tuloy ust nila, i won't feel so bad na di ako makapunta..hehe
pero uy kachat ko si *** kanina.. nasa phils sya eh.. meet kami on saturday..woohooo, reunion, i'm excited and nervous at the same time..yiiieee, bakit? hmmmm...kaya lang,, tali again!
oh well..
Wednesday, January 04, 2006 hahahahahahahaha>oh well..
i just want to laugh.
gusto ko punta ng uste sa friday!!!!!, dun mga kapatid kong Hale and halers.. anyway walking distance lang house nila ate mics dun..naku i remember those days na lagi ang tambay namin dun plus sa st. jo dorm and marzan ba yun.. those days lang! malate, makati days.. kaya lang too bad naunahan ng date namin ng cuzins ko(angie, juvy and mai) with tito mar eh. dine out and bar daw. sige na nga oks lang, family naman din mga yun.
sana mapostponed na lang..hehe, bad! punta ko sa alfredo..wahehe.. kitakits tau!!
yiieeee..sakit na eyes ko sa pc na to..mga 5hrs na ata ako dito eh..
o sya. pahinga muna ko. tutal naman..
Tuesday, January 03, 2006 do you even know who i really am?>ha! do you really know me?!
mabait ako. wag mo ko gagalitin.
hindi lang tayo ang tao sa mundong ito. leche!
oh well, anyway..i met up with my new found friends today. tarlac halers uli. last day kasi ni rio today dito sa tarlac. she's leaving for baguio mayang umaga. thanks for lending me that mag sis!muah! balik ko sayo ng lukot!hehe, jowk!
malling tapos we ate again sa mcdo, naku next time sa iba naman ha. sawa na sila satin dun eh. had a great time again with u guys--rio, jen..too bad wala si kate..di mashado tuloy magulo. sa next time ha.
grocery ako when we parted na. pang-alis ng stress eh.
confe pa tayo mga sis. pang alis tension.
bait ako. grrrrrr.... # posted by marie |
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Monday, January 02, 2006 drained partII>gaya ng dati drained title ko..
wala na. ubos. pagod na si yael sa pagkanta sakin ng una.
Muli nanamang umihip sa akin Ang hangin ng pag-iisa Liwanag kang daglingsumilaw sa’king Mga matanilingon Sinusundan Dumdalas ang minsan Ika’y nar’yan Abot tanaw Kahit walang dahilan Maiiwasan ba Ang bawat sandalingika’y laman ng isip ko [maiiwasan bang] ngayo’y lilipas na nang hindi kita nasisilayan magkamali sayo nararapat bang pigilan ang damdamin na [maiiwasan bang] lalung mahulog sa’yo walang maitutulad sa sumpang iyong nilikha putulin man ang tali ay sadyang walang kawala sa pagkaakit nananalangin at umaasa
sana may pangalawa.
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new era>sun., jan. 1
kakatamad.buong taon ata to?
ngayon ata, bumagsak na system ko. pagod na. lagi kasing puyat. kayanin ko kaya from now on, early bird nako. ewan ko lang ha.
goodbye. december friend. back to normal.
san rafael for shekina's christening. di ko man nga nakita baby eh, tulog kasi. we stayed(champ&i) stayed for 2 hours lang. ang tamad ko. may epekto din pala. aminin ko man o hindi. aray!
tapos kina inang after for angie's spag party..hehe, saw tiot mar. night out daw on friday. ayos!
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happy birthday yet!, continued year ender..>sat., dec. 31
i had to wake up eh, no choice. woke up with a super bigat na ulo! ansakit leche! hangover dude! ganyan talaga.
champ and i went to tita yet's house for her birthday. as usual, una na naman kami nina buboy and barok. good thing may billiards sila so hindi kami super inip kakahintay na ma-complete kami. di pwedeng walang late eh. traditon yun. sabi ko nga, i'll try to come late next time. try ko lang baka ganda effect..hehe.
merienda yun eh, we couldn't stay long kasi takot sa putukan. and syemps dapat with our families for the eve.
camwhoring ang trip namin.*photos soon. super dami posts. ibebenta daw kasi nila ako. mga walang 'ya!
here's just 1 of those poses we made
laging ansaya when we're all together. that's what i call genuine happiness. friendship nga lang. kailan ba sakin yung?
happy new year call. twice.
sa bahay. we had bbq's..lotsa! lotsa pasta! complete family kami eh. saya ng mga bata. may canyon kami uy! ingay nga eh. haha!yabnag ng mga utol ko! at mga pailaw na firecrackers for the kids to enjoy. yung may fly effect chenelyn..basta, dunno what you call those eh,..
yun saya saya. watched jam to 06 sa gma. first time kapuso. andun kasi sponge eh. kagigil lang. cute ni yael sa klsp nya.
at 2:30 am, sa may labas. may nag tao po. walang sumagot. may nag mensahe kaya lang too late.
plastic was present. loko! isang taon yan kung ganon. patay tayo jan. # posted by marie |
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simple year ender>fri., dec. 30
since every year we have our traditional barkada xmas party, this year we decided to make it simple lang. what counts naman is the joy, laughters, asaran, smokes, fog, alak, hangin, stories na paulit ulit na lang pero we still enjoy hearing, candies, inisan, bad trippan na healthy naman, that we share. sabi nga namin kahit ano pa ginagawa namin together, we experience the same level ng fun naman eh. senti mode kami diba. seldom kasi yung complete talaga kami. some of them busy with their lives na din. all of us manage to have our own worlds aside from the barkada that we have eh. which i think is good kasi it means we're all growing. ayyyy..di nga..hehe
we didn't really prepare for a party. it was just a simple bonding. wala rin kami videoke this time so we could share stories naman. hirap kasi pag anjan machine na yan eh, all we do is sing, agawan pa ng song..hehe. so ayun, was i the master ngayon? det & lilee told me to spread the time 7:30pm daw ha. so ako mega text sa lahat. they confirmed naman. saya nga eh. pag ako daw kasi nagtext, nagrereply mga yan. ganechZ?!lakas ko naba?hehe.. sabi ni yet sabay daw kami. ok. i told him. even before yet came sa bahay at 7:30 nauna na sya. galing ngang timing eh, atleast inabutan pako. so yun, yet & i, what do you guys expect?!una kami syemps. next na si jef which is the same scene last year. kasama pa sya nun. in fairness to him, kahit magulo life nya. and i appreciate that. friends kami and that's all there is to it. may respeto dun.
ang tagal ng mga lech..grabe we were complete at 10:30pm na ata. wala ka prudy.: ( anyway, so ano pa? eh di inom na. pasa-pasa na ang san mig bottles. saya. sobrang ingay namin. we met yung bro ng wife(lisa) ni ton, sonny. may jetlog pa nga daw kasi galing lang ng tate ngayon. in fairness, cutie sya. ay..sorry, asarin bako sa kanya. ayun tuloy napansin ko...hmmm..
sa kanto may isang tao kumakanta ng nararapat bang pigilan.... dalawang beses pa nga. toxic. astig pa din. wala ka nun.
2am pack up na kami. tapos na pambobola sakin ni buboy na bakit andami daw naiin-love sa kin(ayaw nya pamigay number ko sa mga humihing, bayaran daw muna sya!lech!bugaw ko bro!) at andami daw naiinsecure na girls..hehe, inosente ako. walang akong alam. at lalong wala akong ginagawa.
isa lang akong natatanging nilalang. walang katulad. nothing compares.
me & champ/ ate & asi>thurs., dec. 29
we spent almost the whole day at inang's place since ate seldom goes home dito sa tarlac and gets the chance to spend time with our cousins.
so yun. was he? i can't remember. oo ata.
sister bonding>wed., dec. 28
iba na sister bonding namin ngayon ni ate. buying stuff for our kids na eh. hehe. am i really getting older? malamang. pero wag ka uy! young at heart pa rin to'! kaya ko maki-jive sa batang isip. may aangal? i bet agree pa nga eh. bait ko.
kainis. sabi nya tumanda na voice ko. parang ina. naku, tapos agree friends ko. nag-conduct ako ng survey eh. oo naman mga barkada ko. hala! mature na!
a call. toxic nga lang. # posted by marie |
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christmas gift shopping run>tues., dec.27
ngayon uwi dito nila ate and my pamangkins from their christmas vacation sa la union. kaya nakesh, and aking kuya super shop[ping rush ginawa namin..di pa prepared sa gifts nila. so yun we went sa mall to buy abbi & asi their gifts. plus champ pa pala..gifts again for him. wais kid ko, doble doble, triple pa gifts nya from us ha!,,ayus lang!
as expected magulo ang bahay! nagulo na naman ang tarlac! haha, pero syemps masaya itu'! iba na namna energy level ng anak ko!..he has no playmates kasi dito sa plsce namin kasi i don't allow him to go out of the house. eh kung si mommy nga, stranger mga neighbors for her. i'm not the type kasi na nakiki-kapitbahay eh. peace! anyway, yun nga..happy na naman champ ko. laging excited yan to see his cousins eh which is good naman kasi closeness sila! tawag ko nga jan "serbisyong totoo" eh, kasi when his cousins are here, super service sya sa kanila. love nya eh. sweet champ ko eh. maalaga yan though he's just 5y/o.
o pano..o sya! oh well.. oh yeah..a call. a sweet hi. # posted by marie |
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~ Me ~
Name:marie
Location:Tarlac city, Philippines.. i am nice and bitchy..don't argue.. i'm friendly and suplada.. i love life and everything else related to it.. i'm stubborn but responsible.. i love coi sooooo much.. i'm a single-schooling mom!..and i'm proud of that!
~ Loves ~
my coi my family friends music!opm bands! hale, sponge cola, join the club, juana, 6cm, pupil, protein shake, urbandub, dicta license, stonefree, wickermoss, sandwich YG's life and everything else related to it colors coi's artworks and hirits! coi's own versions of band songs my pillow at night apple pies bags butterflies blogs cookies concerts dreams emails flowery stuff gigs girlbonding with san mig then coffee greens happiness hugs internet kisses love music movies new friends orange pinks perfumes purples rains in Baguio slippers sunflowers tv the OC videoke whites
~ Hates ~
airheads brats backstabbers bestfriend with benefits childish guys conceited jerks disturbed freaks dirt dramatics dfd's fuckinshit fools great pretenders hypocrites ill fated men muscle men one-way talks plastics rumors roaches users
~ Wishlist ~
wish you were here
my own house
my own yacht
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