Sunday, October 30, 2005 halloween mode*>since my niece and nephew are here for the sembreak, now i have 3 kids to look after, saya of course pero so!so! gulo!,, we made black and orange paper bags for trick or treat, i made them design their own bag.. sobrang kagalakan nila, walang kaparis. coi made a boy out of the shapes of orange art paper and pasted it on his black bag. while abbi had hers in abstract, the youngest one, asi, was too lazy to design his, so i helped him out. and after that we showered them with colorful glitters.. shinning, shimmering splendid itu'
they're going to use them for monday, # posted by marie |
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Friday, October 28, 2005 the agony of enrolment>when is it ever gonna be easy for us students ng school na 'to to enroll?.. hay laging pahirap, ewan ko ba,, dapat sana every sem medyo may changes na maayos divah?!,, pero no eh, it just keeps getting worse, a whole lot worse,, i pity those who are new, lalo na yung walang mga connection at all to anyone,, malakas baga?(batangueƱo mode).. lagi kaisng ang hirap mag-enroll, you spend the whole day in school sa pagpila waiting for yout turn tapos di ka pa rin tapos, you'll need to go back the following day pa,, hai yun lang,, mga reklamo ng isang estudyante!(studyante mode)
well, well..on a lighter side, nagdatingan mga pamangkin ko,, hasuzzz..WWW3 itu'!, i'm sure malakimg kaguluhan itu'..pero syemps malaking kagalakan para sa aming lahat!..hala! anlalim ko!,,
gabrielle, basil gus & nicole gram
bawi lang dami ko na-miss na days eh,,wala kasi masulat. boring ang sembreak ko,, pero i'm going to qc, sa nov4 luwas ako, hopefully kita na kami ni leeza, astig yan-->ambait sobra!, wula lang, sayang di pa aabot sa nov9(padis nova), 8 kasi classes ko loka!,, bwiset!pag minalas ka nga naman oh!..pero hopeful pa din ako,, there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow, ika nga namin ni joan(ka-chat ko kasi now),,
hala, yun lang..nasa mood ang lola nyo now kasi there's a blue sky nga..saya!
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 there's this guy..>meron isang lalaki, na dati ay,, hehe..ewan.. basta there's this guy who used to hate me dati,, now na-shock lang ako..that he greeted me for my birthday,, kala ko he was still mad for what i did to him before,, pero siguro naman now he's forgiven me na,, it's been how many years na rin naman.. hanobeh?!, yun lang,, good thingy we're friends again yata,,
am i making sense dito?, lately super hot-headed ako, and aware ako sa sobra kasungitan and kasupladahan ko,, maldita! but i just can't help it, lagi ako wala sa mood,, dami ko yata hang-ups this month,, na dapat nga i should be happy kasi birthday month ko. but ewan ko ba,, lagi init ng ulo ko!,, menopausal?!..bwiset..inertz!, oh yan na naman..
sembreak siguro kaya bored na bored ako though i have nore time with coi,, may hinahanap pa rin yata ang lokaz!? ano kaya,,
Saturday, October 22, 2005 look in a book>today is coi's contest for the literary-musical chenes sa school niya, i was excited and nervous for him. pero si coi he was all cool, bilib ako sa anak ko!graveh, pota!,, relax na relax sya.. he's kinda gotten that trait from me, since ganun ako talaga but when it comes to things concerning cocoi, medyo nate-ten ako,,hehe.. mom na mom neh!.. that's how it is talaga siguro,, well,, 1pm yung contest but it started around 2,, me, mama, kuya and his ninong were there to watch him..all support!..all mahals!, kakatuwa mga kids, ambibilis magrecite ng mga poem nila,, by the way sa poem category sya kasali.. look in a book piece nya.. tumalon puso ko when it was his turn to recite the poem,, ang bilis ng pangyayari,, ambilis natapos,, galing nya,, cool na cool anak ko,, parang nobody's watching him.. sobrang relax,, wala kang makikitang tension sa kanya,, un lang when they announced the winner, hindi sya.. but it was okay,, atleast experience yun for coi,, he didn't even feel na di sya nanalo,, basta he was happy,, and kept reciting the poem til we got home,, symps nilibre naman sya sa kfc before we went home.. that's his request eh, kahit daw di winner,, basta libre daw sya,, un talaga term nya--libre!--
i was so proud of coi, he handles everything so well.. i teach him to try to work out things for himself this early pa lang,, so that when he grows up,, he knows how to balance things,, i want him to be a good thinker, good decison-maker,, and has self-confidence.. i know he's gonna grow up fast and i can't stop that,, but i'll just be here to support and guide him and not apprehend..
i'd like to be the best mom, best friend and best person i can be for coi.. i love him so much,, graveh..drama na itu'
happy birthday shine friend..miss na kita, heaps, heaps, heaps..
Friday, October 21, 2005 a day with grades..>haha, feeling professor ako today.. i was in school with my bro, computing his students grades for the first sem.. haha, it's all up to me if they're gonna pass.. kaya nga dapat sa kin sila magpalakas di vah?!.. hmmm,, hehe..devilish 'ei! anyways, that's what i did the whole afternoon, nasa faculty room lang..(prof mode)
well, nag mall ng onti with kuya and coi, just bumming around.. pero a little bored pa rin ako,, my friend beng,<-- barkada pala, failed to greet me kahapon,,eh di okay lang 'yun, i thought baka she forgot lang, pero kanina we saw her sa mall..and hala!, she still didn't greet me..eh akala ko naman she'll remember paghiwalay namin..hala!hindi pa rin, ako pa nagremind sa kanya, kasi i called her at home na lang..kasi she texted me saying may concert daw ang Hale.. nagtaka ako divah?! alam ko updated na ko..un pala wrong info sya, kaya tuloy napatawag ako.. ung sa O&L pala ung sinasabi nya!..+ jologs na Cue***,, peace!..eh di ko talaga sila gusto eh!.. hai naku in short i told her na loka birthday ko kahapon noh?! ayun, super sorry sya..dapat lang!gaga sya!..hurt ng onti noh.. sus!..i have the right naman,, tagal na namin magkaibigan eh, 12 years nah! pero okie naman nah.. un lang,,
Thursday, October 20, 2005 what's the date today?>gusto ko bang kalimutan date today, o basta wala lang.. wala din nga yata ako mapost, ewan..birthday ko pero i did nothing extra special.. sad to say pero as we get older ba talaga nale-lessen greetings satin.. prudy wanted to take me out for coffee today, para naman daw may nagawa ako for my day(sweet naman, huhu)..pero ganda ng timing ng lakad nila mama, i can't go out, so yun..
happy birthday to me..
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 walked away my depression..>nilabas ko inis ko today by walking around town, supressed bad trip and boredom since saturday night.. that's why i thought of just walking around with coi from one shop to the other just to release all the angst i'm feeling.. i felt better naman seeing coi enjoying while we walked and bought some of the stuff na nakabighani sa mata niya, tiyak sya tuwang-tuwa kaya i felt good na rin!.. i wanted to forget what i couldn't do tonight, forget where i should be tonight with my fellow halers, sad ako but i know i'll get updates from them naman, i was even worried for leeza kasi ako dapat kasama nya tapos di ako natuloy, i felt a little guilty and sad sympre. good thing she updates me ng whereabouts nya, like nung nasa aliw na sya, when she had her first shot with champoy, and nawala pagka-worried ko when she texted me at 3a.m. saying she's home and how much fun she had!.. i'm soooo happy for her..
going back to walking.. narelax naman ako kasi i saw coi happy, and our last stop was sa cathedral.. so i felt na medyo nalighten nafifeel ko.. ewan ko pero when i'm in the church medyo narerelaks talaga ako.. thank God! buti na lang, there's a place here in tarlac na makakarelaks sakin.. i remember tuloy when i was still in baguio, i'd go to minesview and just sit there looking at the mountains, feeling the wind, loving nature.. pag napapa-praning ako, windang at problematic chever.. un ginagawa ko.. a little stogies, ayus nah!
ayun, birthday ko bukas..wala ako balak magcelebrate eh.. ganun lang.. # posted by marie |
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005 can you help me wtih something?>can you help me? here i am asking you if you can help me with something, i even don't know why am i asking for help.. i've been confused lately, stressed with a lot of things, i haven't been myself these past few days.. so occupied ang mind ko, but i can't share what's inside it. magulo di ba?! halata bang ngarag?fwa sometimes i wonder if people around me can really understand me or are they just pretending to just to make me stay with them? or is it me, the person inside me that i can't seem to understand. i know all i'm writing is all about me, me and me. maybe i should try to look outside, the outside real world, and find much more complicated things than just concentrating on how i'm doing, maybe then i'd get to realize that marie's life is not bad enough.. haven't i gone through the worse? or is it simply i'm finding meaning to my existence? i know i've been through a lot and it doesn't mean that i should just stop accepting that there are a lot more to happen in life..i'm not young nor am i old, but i know that it isn't in age and in what you have achieved that makes a person whole. it's in his existence, the reason for it.. maybe i've started by being a mom, but i have a long way to go.. it's my precious kid that keeps me going and i know that it will always be 'C O I' who can help me make it through.. it takes time folks, just believe that i can do it.. accept the real me, have faith that i'm trying to make things better.. but remember there's still a kid in me, who wants to laugh her heart out, who needs to share her passion on so many things, who is funny and entertaining, who is lovable and charming, who just wants to be appreciated and not apprehended all the time.. take time to ponder that i need life for my life.
Sunday, October 16, 2005 i'm feeling so weak...>i feel so weak tonight after having an argument with papa, he just doesn't seem to understand me everytime and that's what i told him kanina, d i ako nagpatalo,, nag-burst talaga ako.. inis na talaga!!! kasi it seems that i don't do anything right anymore, he keeps on dwelling at my past, i know i've hurt them a lot of times before, but that was then.. can't he appreciate the big change i've done for myself, coi and for them?.. but i believe that it's not always about them.. it should sometimes be about me!!, can't he see that i need to be happy and do something for myself?!!!, i just feel so damn weak!!, stressed and all!, super inis ako, sobrang minsan lang ako mag-ask ng permission and he keeps on saying all those bad things!!..sabi ko tuloy--'lagi naman ganyan eh, pano pa ako gaganahan if i hear all those words from him!!! shyeeeeettt talaga!!!, putang***!, nyeta!!, nampu**!!, at lahat lahat na ng mura gusto ko sabihin pero hindi sa kanya, basta lang gusto ko magmura ng magmura sa inis!!! i can't attend the GEB for what reason?!..ewan ko sa kanya!!! pucha talaga!..wala ng kapupuntahan 'tong sinususlat ko, puro negativities na lang,, san ang happy birthday di ba?!, namputa talaga! ha ewan.... # posted by marie |
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Saturday, October 15, 2005 it's been a while>tagal na din since my last post, kadi nga nasira itong pc,,tapos medyo naging busy ako with so many stuff, finals..had to go to qc for my bro-in-law who was hospitalized for appendicitis, my aunt who came from australia..we had to spend so much time with her since kanina nga umalis na sya uli..:( hayun..dami activities,, kaya un super naging busy.. prob ko now if i can make it sa GEB sa aliw..how i wish talaga!..medyo nagprepare na rin ako, had my facial nung monday sa skinline..d naman mashado excited noh?!..hehe, hopefully payagan ako, birthday gift na lang sakin un!.. good Lord, sana.. hai, hai, wishes..wishes,, please... take me there and i'll and do my share..hala1 ano daw un?!windang ever?!..shungaers. peace out! lapit na day ko..sa oct19..
Wednesday, October 05, 2005 virus!>right now, i'm writing all my thoughts on paper muna, anyways, reason why on paper?,, later on you'll find out why.. class was fine today because i sat next to this oh-so-cute-clean-fresh and champ almost look-alike guy in class..haha, so kolehiyala 'ei!.. but not because i like him or what but because it was nice sitting next to someone who's neat and charming, that's it!, after class i went home to find out that our pc or the system crashed!@*#!, my fault!! *@#$! i downloaded mirc last night with a warning from my bro not to because according to him it was filled with virus, then it happened the virus or better yer viruses!(500+) destroyed almost all the files, i know my kuya is mad for what i did, di lang nya masyado ma-express.. ako namna si gagang may kasalanan ng lahat--di makapg-sorry..shy ako eh, tanga di bah?! reformat lang ang tanging solusyones, shunga2 ko kasi eh!.. pero i've learned from that.. di nako pwede magdownload-- no downloads for marie! strict rule!! now you know the reason why on paper muna all my thoughts. hopefully tomorrow maayos na ang pc! sorry uli, taong tanga lang! peace! # posted by marie |
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~ Me ~
Name:marie
Location:Tarlac city, Philippines.. i am nice and bitchy..don't argue.. i'm friendly and suplada.. i love life and everything else related to it.. i'm stubborn but responsible.. i love coi sooooo much.. i'm a single-schooling mom!..and i'm proud of that!
~ Loves ~
my coi my family friends music!opm bands! hale, sponge cola, join the club, juana, 6cm, pupil, protein shake, urbandub, dicta license, stonefree, wickermoss, sandwich YG's life and everything else related to it colors coi's artworks and hirits! coi's own versions of band songs my pillow at night apple pies bags butterflies blogs cookies concerts dreams emails flowery stuff gigs girlbonding with san mig then coffee greens happiness hugs internet kisses love music movies new friends orange pinks perfumes purples rains in Baguio slippers sunflowers tv the OC videoke whites
~ Hates ~
airheads brats backstabbers bestfriend with benefits childish guys conceited jerks disturbed freaks dirt dramatics dfd's fuckinshit fools great pretenders hypocrites ill fated men muscle men one-way talks plastics rumors roaches users
~ Wishlist ~
wish you were here
my own house
my own yacht
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