nilabas ko inis ko today by walking around town, supressed bad trip and boredom since saturday night.. that's why i thought of just walking around with coi from one shop to the other just to release all the angst i'm feeling.. i felt better naman seeing coi enjoying while we walked and bought some of the stuff na nakabighani sa mata niya, tiyak sya tuwang-tuwa kaya i felt good na rin!.. i wanted to forget what i couldn't do tonight, forget where i should be tonight with my fellow halers, sad ako but i know i'll get updates from them naman, i was even worried for leeza kasi ako dapat kasama nya tapos di ako natuloy, i felt a little guilty and sad sympre. good thing she updates me ng whereabouts nya, like nung nasa aliw na sya, when she had her first shot with champoy, and nawala pagka-worried ko when she texted me at 3a.m. saying she's home and how much fun she had!.. i'm soooo happy for her..
going back to walking.. narelax naman ako kasi i saw coi happy, and our last stop was sa cathedral.. so i felt na medyo nalighten nafifeel ko.. ewan ko pero when i'm in the church medyo narerelaks talaga ako.. thank God! buti na lang, there's a place here in tarlac na makakarelaks sakin.. i remember tuloy when i was still in baguio, i'd go to minesview and just sit there looking at the mountains, feeling the wind, loving nature.. pag napapa-praning ako, windang at problematic chever.. un ginagawa ko.. a little stogies, ayus nah!
ayun, birthday ko bukas..wala ako balak magcelebrate eh..
ganun lang..
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home