can you help me? here i am asking you if you can help me with something, i even don't know why am i asking for help.. i've been confused lately, stressed with a lot of things, i haven't been myself these past few days.. so occupied ang mind ko, but i can't share what's inside it. magulo di ba?! halata bang ngarag?fwa sometimes i wonder if people around me can really understand me or are they just pretending to just to make me stay with them? or is it me, the person inside me that i can't seem to understand. i know all i'm writing is all about me, me and me.
maybe i should try to look outside, the outside real world, and find much more complicated things than just concentrating on how i'm doing, maybe then i'd get to realize that marie's life is not bad enough..
haven't i gone through the worse? or is it simply i'm finding meaning to my existence? i know i've been through a lot and it doesn't mean that i should just stop accepting that there are a lot more to happen in life..i'm not young nor am i old, but i know that it isn't in age and in what you have achieved that makes a person whole. it's in his existence, the reason for it.. maybe i've started by being a mom, but i have a long way to go.. it's my precious kid that keeps me going and i know that it will always be 'C O I' who can help me make it through..
it takes time folks, just believe that i can do it..
accept the real me, have faith that i'm trying to make things better..
but remember there's still a kid in me, who wants to laugh her heart out, who needs to share her passion on so many things, who is funny and entertaining, who is lovable and charming, who just wants to be appreciated and not apprehended all the time..
take time to ponder that i need life for my life.
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