Wednesday, July 26, 2006 >mga ilang araw na din. ilang linggo pa nga yata eh. na parang walang bagong nangyayari sakin. unti-unti na yata akong naiinip. pero di pa ko sigurado dun, kung inip na nga ang nararamdaman ko. o baka naman meron na naman akong hinahanap-hanap na alam ko naman kung ano pero di ko lang maabot, di ko lang makuha, di ko man makausap, di ko man makita. pero sigurado akong alam ko kung ano yun. di ko lang maamin. di ko lang gustong aminin. mahalaga sya pero ako mahalaga ba? meron minsan naiisip ko ang napakadaming imposimbleng bagay. pero ang sarap isipin alam mo ba. ang sarap isipin nga lang. ang sarap sumulat ng tungkol dun. sana merong ilang bagay na pwedeng maging totoo kahit papano. kahit parte lang ng buong pangarap na yun. kahit konting parte lang nun. pag minsan gusto kong maging masungit ng sobra. pag minsan naman gusto kong maging mabait ng sobra. yun bang lahat ng tao may dahilan ang pagiging ganon nila. yun bang di ko nakikitaan ng masama ang ginagawa ng tao kahit meron ngang mali sa inaasal nya. minsan gusto ko nalang di mag-isip ng negatibo. pero minsan naman parang mas masaya maging masungit na lang. yun bang di mo na lang iintindihin ang ibang tao sa paligid mo. yun bang deadma ka sa mga taong kailangan na ang tulong mo. minsan talaga, ako'y malabo. (ika nga nya, malabo daw)
>it's been raining for what like 2 days now. the rain just won't stop. damn! what if the rain comes with money kaya?! siguro i'd ask for the rain not to stop.hehehe
nonsense. flooded. with so many worries, problems, trials, difficulties. but is it obvious?
vids>saw join the club's new version of tinig. i've seen it twice in mtv. i'm not so sure if they played it in myx already. i find it so cute. the setting's great. and the guys were so kulit.
saw myxnews sa wakas. can't wait for bitiw vid. *excited*
Saturday, July 22, 2006 >tonight is kit's despedida. tonight we will be drinking. tonight is the night.
> too bad, i won't be able to make it.
i'm sure this is going to be fun, fun, fun.
Monday, July 17, 2006 >sat., july 15
ate and the kids came home from QC today. as usual nagulo ang Tarlac pero ang saya naman. looking at the kids enjoying while playing was just so fun.
i had my own way of being in teatrock saturday night. kontrata ko kay jo yung phone patch eh. thanks din to cath for updating me with the order of songs ( buti pa sya naka-sun kasi!). and super thanks to jo for being available.hehehe
i heard part of gemini and partisan. una. and neon. wala akong masabi. kahit sa phone lang. astig pa din.
sponge cola wrapped up my night. slept at past 2am.
sun., july 16
before lunch, we brought the kids to ima's because their cousin miko is here for a vacation. i think it's coi first time to meet miko since he lives in boracay with ate pong. one day ate pong ha.
ate and the kids left after lunch today. damn classes tomorrow kasi.
miss ko ng mag-gig. miss ko na talaga.
thanks to che for doing my favor. sobrang natuwa ako dun. promise. you made my night.: ) tinawag ko sya tapos sabi ko "naalala mo pa ba si marie? ung may son, ung taga-pamapanga na nasa baguio rin" yael: ahh oo, ung taga-tarlac, oo! si coy.. me: ay oo nga pala tarlac, heheh, sorry.. nagpapa-Hi sila.. gig daw sa pampanga.. yael: ahh okei,, hi rin sa kanila... # posted by marie |
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006 >a while ago coi was singing this new song(new song i heard from him), the lines were "best friends forever". blah, blah, blah.. and i was like, "uh, coi, where did you get that song?", from channel 22 daw, meaning cartoon network. i asked him, " eh sino yung best friend forever mo?", sabi nya, "eh di ikaw". hay sarap... i'd like to keep it that way until he gets older. i'd like to be the best friend he'll ever have. i am staying a cool mom as long as i can. i want us to talk about everything. no need to hide anything from me. share to me all his interest, all his dreams, all his craziness even. do i sound so excited.
coi has been learning a lot in school. he's improved so much in reading. sisiw na nga lang ang magbasa para sa kanya. i love his cursive handwriting. ang ganda. parang hindi boy ang sumulat. eh kasi ang dalang ko lang makakita ng nice cursive writing sa boys eh. i remember nung grade 3 ako, i had this boy classmate who had very beautiful and really maarteng writing. pero isa lang sya. ah onga, alala ko tuloy i saw him last week sa bangko. he works there. una kong naalala when i saw him eh yung sulat nya. eh yun lang naman talaga eh. hehe, off-topic nako.
oh i love coi! # posted by marie |
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Saturday, July 08, 2006 >gusto kong sumulat. meron dapat akong isusulat ngayon eh.
kaya lang bigla ko ba namang nakalimutan kung ano yun?
ang labo diba. # posted by marie |
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Thursday, July 06, 2006 >ay ang labo talaga dude!
itutulog ko nalang to'! first time kong matulog ng maaga. # posted by marie |
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u>pero in fairness. inspired. # posted by marie |
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grrr..>pakibatukan nga ako! one time lang. one big time! # posted by marie |
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>shrugged but happy.
it's him again. the one person i take time to entertain. the one person i try to welcome everytime i see him. the one person who can make me smile even if i know what's real, what's there.
thanks for doing what you did today. a little effort but left me smiling the whole time.
my friends liked him. he was nice and funny and did a lot of talk.
if you could be right there for me, then....
it's been 3 straight days that i've been talking to pruds through ym voice chat. ang saya! it's like we're just minutes away. good thingy! loveyah girl. pwede ka magcomment dito, wag ka matakot.hehe, click click ka lang jan.: )
i woke up this morning and oh-boy! my nights are so full of dreams. impossible dreams i guess.
why do they even look, talk and sing alike?!
Wednesday, July 05, 2006 jeep nya>"kahit anino mo sa malayo, ay nais masulyapan agad."- i love this part sa jeepney vid. wish i was the girl in that scene.
senti mode. hindi sa ayaw ko tuwing nagiging sweet ka. hindi lang ako sanay na may taong sweet sa akin. at ayaw kong masanay. yun ang totoong sagot bakit ganun ako magreact kapag may lambing ka. mahirap masanay dahil alam kong mawawala din naman. kaya sa una palang, pinipigilan na. mas maganda yun para sa akin. pero totoong nagagalit naman ako kapag ikaw naman ang suplado. kaya inaaway kita. wala pa man may away na. malabo lang talaga ako. tingnan lang natin kung kaya mong sakyan yun. at kung kaya mo, palagay ko ikaw na nga?
Monday, July 03, 2006 >kaninangg gabi. mga 9:30pm. dumaan sya. bamboo pa ang istilo. kanina past 12am. sa ym. nag-online ang kungkuray. astig sya ah. bait. daldal din. kanina mga 1:30am. tumawag sya. nag-usap kami. namiss ko yata sya.
Sunday, July 02, 2006 bad dream>bad dream.
it was like i was in mayric's, even had coi with me. i was to watch a sponge cola gig. got so excited for that night. prepared so much, travelled for almost three hours. before the band played, coi saw yael by the side of the stage. he happily ran to him and said my mom and i are here to watch you guys. the look on yael's face was like, huh?! who? who's your mom? coi dragged him to our table, i was like a child so excited as they approached the table. when they got to me, he was like. "uh hello", but what's your name again? he didn't recognize me at all. couldn't remember my name. not even my face. i kept on telling him stories of how i met sponge cola. it won't even ring a bell was the look on his face. he totally seemed he had no idea. i got so sad. about to burst in tears. he was so different from the way i knew them. from the real life. from the real yael i've admired to be very sincere and nice to listers like me.
the dream woke me up. really woke me up. made me sad, even. i thought, what if that really happens to me. then, i couldn't do anything. the last time i saw them was may 06'06. more than 30 days already. no. please. no.
but as i decided to write this entry, i checked on my friendster account. so surprised to see i have new messages. i remembered that before i slept last night, i left a message. and that was it, the new message i have was the reply i got from him. : ) simple and nice. made me happy.
my dream. now erased.
wednesday night-thursday morning.
chat with ney. location-malaysia.
chat with labo mo. hehehe, i'm keeping it a secret don't worry. *thanks for the time. tagal din nun eh.
~ Me ~
Name:marie
Location:Tarlac city, Philippines.. i am nice and bitchy..don't argue.. i'm friendly and suplada.. i love life and everything else related to it.. i'm stubborn but responsible.. i love coi sooooo much.. i'm a single-schooling mom!..and i'm proud of that!
~ Loves ~
my coi my family friends music!opm bands! hale, sponge cola, join the club, juana, 6cm, pupil, protein shake, urbandub, dicta license, stonefree, wickermoss, sandwich YG's life and everything else related to it colors coi's artworks and hirits! coi's own versions of band songs my pillow at night apple pies bags butterflies blogs cookies concerts dreams emails flowery stuff gigs girlbonding with san mig then coffee greens happiness hugs internet kisses love music movies new friends orange pinks perfumes purples rains in Baguio slippers sunflowers tv the OC videoke whites
~ Hates ~
airheads brats backstabbers bestfriend with benefits childish guys conceited jerks disturbed freaks dirt dramatics dfd's fuckinshit fools great pretenders hypocrites ill fated men muscle men one-way talks plastics rumors roaches users
~ Wishlist ~
wish you were here
my own house
my own yacht
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