Friday, December 30, 2005 will this be the space to talk about it?>mon., dec. 26
is it time to finally think about it? to unleash my shrugged mind? to just try and sort my emotions, or do i really have emotions over this thing? maybe i do, coz i'm wasting a little of my time writing about it here..
all i know is, months ago. i told myself to stop. and i did. i finally got a life. my haler's life was a big help to my recovery. my good ol' barkada were my sandalan.
my champ was the one and only love of my complicated life.
my haler's life did a pretty good job to making me busy and entertained. i even poured out my emotions to this band and to the people i met through this group. i was welcome and i belonged. maybe you wouldn't understand how this works for me and for other halers. but it really does. they make us happy. ansarap lang talaga maging haler was my orig line!
my good ol' barkada will always be my sandalan even if i meet new friends. they will always be there i know. we've all been through a lot. with or without make-up we understand. we're practically sisters and brothers eh. and we love each other for just no reason.
my champ, will & always be the only love of my life. i'm here and will always be around for him. i love so much and i don't even know if it's enough. i know he loves me, with his hugs & lots of appreciation. this is neverending.
so tell me, why after all these. you got me shrugged? this ain't gonna happen again, i'm stronger now. i will remain a friend and that's all there is to it.
help me.
this ain't him..but kinda looks like him.
jingle-jungle day>sun., dec.25
late gising because of late tulog kaninang 3am..
a merry christmas greeting call from pruds from jersey..saya! we were both so happy to finally talk again, kulang pa nga ang oras eh, dami pa pwedeng pag-usapan. but i was happy & contented with that. hearing her voice medyo natuwa nako for christmas.: )
we went to lola's para sa mano's namin. we stayed sa ramos where champ got a alot of presents..i was sharing his happiness. okay na yun kahit for myself di ako ganun ka-happy this yuletide. ewan..hindi ko alam. or maybe i know why pero i don't want to accept the fact. yun.
but anyway, atleast my champ was happy.
he got my last christmas greeting before the day ended.
merry christmas to all. merry christmas to all.
super late misa de gallo ever>sat., dec. 24
went to inang's to bring her the kakanin papa made.
exchanged christmas greetings with yael..
super late xmas mass ito. we went to our parish at 11:15pm, kasi nga 11:30 supposedly yung mass, pero grabe it started at 12am, tamang tama for dec-.25 nga sya. ang tagal diba. champ was restless na, he was hungry though not sleepy. sus!anak ko pa, eh isa pang puyatero yan! mana sa ina!..hehe, the mass ended at past 1am., when i checked my phone it has "no spaces for new messages"..jampacked..hehe, i was glad and excited to see christmas greetings coming from my barkada, my new friends & my haler friends.. dami diba, the essence of xmas is to share the happiness, love and smiles to everyone you love.
we had chicken & pork bbq for noche buena..may sweets din. i didn't eat much though..tired na kasi, imagine a noche buena that started at 1:30am and ended at 3:30am..
we weren't complete for christmas. ate & her fam were in la union. mag-isa lang si champ na kid dito sa house. but he was happy, coz he opened a lot of presents! iba talaga pag bata ka!
sana pwedeng ganun din sa atin no..sa ating mga nakakatanda na. sana it's really that easy to be genuinely happy..
toys hopping with mom>fri., dec. 23
i was out today with mama. champ was left at home with titos. we were out toy hopping for the kids
sarap to buy things for the kids, kasi kahit small na bagay lang yan, they'd appreciate it with full smiles pa. sana kahit oldies ganon ano, sana ganun din ka-easy mag please. hay sana nga.
another visit. another lip bite.
tarlac halers get together!>thurs., dec. 22
i was going to meet the my co-tarlac halers & i was so excited to hand them the id laces teta gave us. agin sayo sis, --iba ka! nga pala here's me with that id lace, happy ako jan ha. di lang obvious..hehe>>
so yun we met sa mcdo1, kahiya nga kasi nauna pa sakin si rio dun. pero anyway yun so pasok na kami sa loob to wait for jen & kate. so kwento muna kami while waiting for the 2..and yun meron isang pretty girl na dumaan outside na hindi ko man pinansin, pag pasok nya, yun pala si jen..hehe, wala kasi ako idea how she looked. it was our first time to meet. actually first ever eyeball naming apat ito. so yun mega kwento na kami since 3 na forces..hehe, puro hale syemps..daming catching up eh..hehe, i couldn't wait for kate to arrive so ayun, i excitedly took the jrs envelope out of my bag..then the 2 started shrieking na..excited na rin, since i said may surprise ako from teta, when i pulled out the id laces, they were so happy..napasigaw ang mga adik na to'!hehe, sobrang happy sila..naku, can't wait for january na nga para masuot nila mga yun eh..the same feeling i got when the guy from jrs came sa bahay..kakatuwa1 sweetness ever talaga sister ko!..--again--iba ka!
ayun dating na si kate, at pareho ang reaction ng isa pang adik na to'!hehe.. we ate na, then went sa mall..walk lang sa town kahit nag-brownout..tama bang trip to'?hehe..but i had fun, and i was happy to finally meet them. sana sila din. next time uli. iba talag effect ng hale family, you meet peopele of all ages, all colors, sizes, personalities..like when i went sa morato gig & pampanga gig. hale is life-changing. they brought us great music & great new friends. + the appreciation of my barkada. thanks again sa pagsakay sa trip ko!muah!
i was trying to get a life na eh! bakit ka pa dumating uli? i told myself months ago, i wouldn't get affected by any of your sweet nothings, the way you bite your lips..hehe, the way you do your hair, the way you sing like yael.. no, i won't lose control..i just won't! i'm a little shrugged.. it's been a year you know,
Thursday, December 29, 2005 champ-coi's 5th birthday>tues., dec. 20
morning was busy preparing for champ-coi's birthday party in school. at 2pm i was off to FYAS to bring the food for the kids. i was excited to see champ with his classmates. kakatuwa to see the kids for their christmas party.
my champ in beige polo with his classmates and teachers they sang him the birthday song and he led them in prayer before they ate the spag my mom prepared with the hotdogs, mallows & chocolates. saya to see them all eat, merong super bilis kumain, meron super bagal like champ..meron naman just sitting there..looking around..hehe, then their teacher played pinoy ako, hala!ayun, dance moves lahat ng kiddos..si champ, hayun..kung pano sya humataw dito sa bahay when i play his favorite dance songs, ganun din pala sya in school. iba ka kid! taas ng energy, syemps ang mommy video ever..i knew he enjoyed that christmas-birthday party. the had theri kris kringle, yun nga lang dissapointed sya kasi he got a powerpuff towel..naku pang girl daw!kaya yun, give daw nya kay abbi his cuz., sweet no?.. well after nun, we went to ninang det's house which is beside prudy's < then cha came to fetch us, we were off to pizza hut for early dinner. syemps champ was the master kaya what he wanted to eat was our na din..hehe, he was happy naman. he got a set of play doughs & clay modelling book na super tuwa sya. then went sa church para pray daw sya.
after nun, home na kami for his cake na since 3pm eh pending na ma-blow ang candles..hehe, pasaway na celebrant, late na umuwi. 7pm. kaya yun last event of the day yung blowing ng candles ng cake nya given by his ninong.
salamat sa kaligayahan ng aking anak.bow.
wed., dec. 21 new cut for champ & mommy haha..both champ and i got our hair cut.. ewan ko ba nasumpungan lang po. okay naman ha.
o diba, bamboo muna daw si champ for today sabi nya. bukas nalang uli.hehe <<
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005 stage mom i am?!>haha.. am i a stage mom?, i am a PROUD mom!.. today champ's gonna sing along with his classmates..the xmas cantata!,
he was so guafo when i dressed him up. super bagay kasi nya whatever he wears eh..: ) yabang ba?.. he was excited and i too.. baka nga mas nerbyos pako than excited..but champ knowing him, cool naman lagi yan eh.. which is good diba..
when we got the cldh's gym, he was happy to see his teachers and classmates.. ang gaganda at guapo ng mga bata..halatang pinaghandaan ng mga magulang..
saya naman pala ng ganito o'!, first program kasi ni champ eh!sensya na.. iba naman kasi yung kaba o dati when he joined a poem contest.. this one was more lively kaya relax..
sarap ng ganito..high-ness ang feeling..: )
for champ-coi>sun., dec. 18
this day is for coi..kuya and i took him out to buy him polos that he could wear for tomorrow and on tues for his vertdei!hehe.. tomorrow's gonna be his christmas cantata in school. he's going to sing santa claus is coming to town.
after buying his stuff, we bought a gift for their kris kringle. after that went to the grocery for his birthday treat for his classmates. food to be brought in school or their mereinda. was a looonng tiring day..hmmm...
but anything for champ-coi..: ) lapit na sya mag-5, time flies!hay....
teta, para sayo to'!>sat., dec. 17
hey tets, para sayo talaga post kong to'!, i know delayed na but it's the thought that counts.. thanks sobra!grabe, di ko kinaya ang jrs mo!, sweet-ness galore ka talaga even my kid champ-coi was so thrilled to wear his new id lace..iba ka! salamat sa pamaskong handog mo!kahit ginawa mo kong 'maria' like you, ayus pa rin!: )
i hope to see you again someday.. basta magkikita tayo uli, next year!
for now, keep smilin', keep shinin'..knowin' you can always counte on me for sure..hehe, mwah!
Saturday, December 17, 2005 handwriting chever>
The results of your analysis say: You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough. You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present. You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody! You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.
kaya?
Friday, December 16, 2005 can i call it a plastic goodbye?>last night was by far the saddest/happiest moment i had with my girlfriends after a long time.
i was talking to cha, beng, det and pruds this afternoon over the phone. with cha and beng, as to what time namin bubulabugin si prudy. hapon daw sabi nila. si det din. when i was talking to pruds at 3pm, we still weren't thinking that she was leaving for manila this evening then off to new jersey at 6am the following day. although she was telling me of the things she packed and how she practiced bringing her luggage/s.haha.. sabi ko nga i'm sure mas mabigat pa sa kanya mga yun.:) boy, loveu friend.
before 6pm, i was at there doorstep thinking that my other girlfriends would be there already, i went inside their house, straight to her bedroom(which i will miss seeing..) with tito&tita on her door, they moved and gave way for me(hehe..)when pruds saw me she just started crying..i went to her but i wasn't crying..dunno what's gotten into me, this always happens to me, when we're suppose to cry over things, i just can't. i want to but no tears would even fall down my chubby cheeks:)i dunno if she cried because she saw me..kakaiyak bako?..all i know maybe she's starting to feel the sadness & loneliness, tension, fear & lost..maybe mixed emotions..i'm not sure. "wala akong kwenta!", i was telling myself kasi eto matalik kong kaibigan umiiyak and all i could do is just give her a hug. sad ako..now ako naiiyak as i'm writing this..solo flight! *our other girlfriends came and yun medyo nag-lighten na kasi we were all making fun of pruds na..lagi naman ganun eh, trying to forget the sadness, i guess. we had our last photos and cheeses sa room nya. not to forget the stiffneck..hehe, *had our last dinner(supper..hehe) din for this year, after 2, 3, 0r 4 years uli sana. yummy po tita + pansit malabon too.
bumibilis ang oras..tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan nako ng panahon.malapit na oras ng pagalis ni ling-ling. ramdam ko na tensyon sa bahay nila.tensyon na pilit dine-deny.pilit binabalewala.we had our last moments sa room nya.sad nako pero tuloy parin.
when we all went outside her room, ayun na sya starting to cry again. det and cha were crying too..ako?wala pa rin..until the time we said our goodbyes, kakalungkot talaga.then ayusn pasok na sya sa car.then off they went..sigh*, kami nila cha and det, ayun stogies na nalulungkot.. ganun talaga eh...sigh again*
pag-uwi ko, review ko ng onti si champ since late na kasi buti nalang ni-review na sya ni mama while i was there kina pruds.naiintindihan naman nila e.nung nasa room kami ni champ, i was telling him na umalis na si tita prudy, i found my voice breaking..naiiyak nako.there i was, delayed reaction.pero pinigil ko. til i got a text from pruds saying nasa makati na sila & thanking me for everything & advance greeting nya kay champ.ayun, naiyak nako.we exchanged texts, and i was really crying while pinipiga my pimple..hehe, mega cry nako..kahit pilit i-lighten ni pruds msgs nya, iyak pa rin ako.sad & lonely feeling, kasi mami-miss ko talaga sya.iba si pruds, she's a dear friend to me talaga.she knows that.:)love ko sya. utp to 2am katext ko pa sya.until d na nya ako sinagot.nakatulog na pala ako kakaiyak.when i woke up may text ako from beb, saying lumipad airplane ni pruds at exactly 7:32am.(sad*) ayun, pagtayo ko sa bed, katext ko na si beb & beng, lahat about prudy..don't worry beb welcome ka pa rin samin,wink*! mahal ka nya.
plastic goodbye kasi, ako ang plastic..can't cry along with them pero deep inside..
as i'm writing this katext ko si beng, sabi nya kakmiss wala na daw nangungulit sa kanya, di sya sanay, wala na daw mga paranoid texts..hehe, peace prudy! sabi ko nga iba talaga, iba pag may kulang..:(
but we'll see you again someday. and there'll be more stories to share, more laughs to ignite our bones..hehe..more songs to sing.for now, harapin na muna ang buhay, ang hinaharap.:)
sana when that time comes, makasabay pa rin ako sa iyo, sa inyo.(ibang kwento naman yun)
yun na.pahinga na uli.
*photos soon
last week..>wed., dec. 14
this is going to be pruds' last week here in the phils., kailan lang we were together almost everyday... i'm truly gonna miss her, we the girls will really miss having her around.. iba kasi pag kulang ang girls.. who's gonna relay detailed stories from now on? na before she gets to the point eh naubos na ang 100 seconds(gets?) pero that's what makes her "prudy" eh.. iba sya, she's always ready to give us a good smile, genuine pa.
i haven't seen her since sunday because busy sya this week..um, and this day..hehe
Tuesday, December 13, 2005 time for family>mon., dec. 12
i spent my day today with my kid and my cousin, angie and her kid..feeling guilty na kasi ako not spending time with them eh, so champ and i went sa kanila so he could play with his cuz and me chika with ate angie..
and the rest is pagod-ness history..ayus! tamad na po..
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despedida/videoke/picture2/bonding>sun., dec. 11
since rest day today.. i let 'champ' go with mama and papa to CFC's family day to experience what they call bonding with lolo & lola..hehe, he watched their christmas program & even joined in the singing, but since he didn't knnow the song, like he said "nagsi-sing ako pero walang boses"..hehe lipsync lang.. hehe..kakatuwa talaga sya!kulit! when they got home, we did his homework and after that i had to prepare for pruds' party..had to curl my hair.. so yun when i got out of the bathroom, my friend niño was already outside our house waiting for me.. so ayun super taranta ang lola.., kasi naman everytime may lakad kami he'd be the one to fetch me tapos lagi ko sya pinaghihintay..feeling prinsesa!hehe, lech!..so yun, super madali ako..just wore my 'attire'..hehe, put a small clip for my hair..tapos yun, didn't have time to put on my make-up.. kaya partida ako, on the way to SSV, sa car i was putting on make-up..hehe, kulit ano?!, di pahuhuli eh.. asar talo nga ako pgdating kina pruds, kumusta daw si jb?!..hehe, say daw ako..because of my curls..infairness i love how i look with curls..nagmamafeeling lang po!..: )
so yun, the food was great kasi i knew the caterer nila pruds..hehe, i ate a lot of baked mac after eating rice ha..carbo load itu'!..patay ang dyeta!, but anyway,, nung medyo ubos na oldies na guest nila since despedida nya yun..relatives + family friends.. ayun bumirit na barkada ko sa videoke!ako nagpaka-shy type, didn't sing not even a single line..
picture-ness galore ang trip ko eh, feeling celeb ba?!..saya lang talaga to be with friends lalo na pag you're not thinking of curfews, problems and ano mang hang-ups sa life.. pure kaligayahan lang sya talaga.. though despedida to..we had a great time parang party lang, we weren't thinking na aalis na talaga sya.. nakapag-plan pa nga kami nila cha& hubby pio, & beng to go to cuyapo, NE for Hale's concert sa 27..saya!support nila ako!sana like na din nila Hale--yung genuine ha: ) but when the 3 of them went home na, kami nalang ni det, poy, niño & pruds.. that's when the serious talk between us, the 3 girls, we were outside the house for stogies ah.. pruds was sitting sa daan.. and sabi nga nya "imagine after 6 days, iba na ang uupuan ko", she's leaving for new jersey on friday(12.16).. nalungkot ako pero i didn't actually show her.. ayaw ko muna mafeel malungkot eh, pero sad talaga ako. pruds has really been a true friend, gasgas i know, pero dami na kasi namin pinagdaanan as friends.. mahal ko yan, mami-miss ko sya ng sobra, tiga-absorb ko yan ng crazy-ness ko.. kahit di nya masakyan pag minsan, pero she understands me, kaya ganun din ako sa kanya..di ko iiwan yan, kahit ano pa gawin nyan sa buhay nya.. mahal ko sya.tapos!
hala, tama na nga ako..nasa-sad na naman ako eh.. salamat sa pagkain, san mig, videoke, kwentuhan, adventure kina beb&van..hehe, picturan at sa msarap na pagkakaibigan : )
l-u-i-s-i-t-a>sat., dec. 10
today was champ's day!!..he was gonna have the real"max's"..hehe, my bro and i would usually bring him to tessie's or rustica for max's kuno..but now, since he knows how to read na, di na sya maiisahan.. he was so excited to eat chicken sa max's!!.. we were with pruds and cha, and beng just followed us there.. super busog.. i could see sa eyes ni cha, na she was happy with 'coi', this time i let her, si cha naman yun eh.. my friend..so okay lang sakin.. as long as 'coi's' happy.. and we were happy being together din.. after max's, we went sa luisita mall. a mall na super tagal ko nang di napapsukan since nagsulputan nearby malls sa town proper.. bigla tuloy bumalik memories sa kin ng mall na to'.. mall where ex & i used to go to and go for movies..hayy..reminisce ba?pero yun lang yun.. then we decided punta sa likod ng mall for the anniversary chenes celeb nila..freestyle was going to be there.. kaya lang all of us couldn't stay long since super dami na naming atraso sa mga bahay-bahay namin for the past days..before we left, we got the chance to hear & see freestyle sing, practice chenelyn muna nila, atleast diba..hehe
well, yun we went home..and the rest is pagod-ness history.. pahinga naman muna..dahil bukas magkikitang muli.. # posted by marie |
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Monday, December 12, 2005 girlbonding with "champ ">thurs, dec. 8
supposedly we'd have our quiz in BIS today, good thing wala daw! kasi naman i forgot to review..i've been busy lately but not with school, with friends(season of bonding kasi december, ok ba excuse ko?, buy it!) and with family syemps..kay 'champ' most especially.. wondering sino si 'champ' ko?.. i just though of changing coi's nick to champ..well, of course with his consent naman, i asked him if it's okay if we change coi to champ.. una, he wanted bamboo na lang daw..believer kasi sya..he started sa halellujah eh. but then he realized siguro na okay yung champ kasi i said it meant champion!since achiever sya..: ) so now, we call him champ na here at home, and starting to spread it outside our home, with my friends and his cousins..basta everytime he'd meet people he'd say "ako si champ!", diba? ang adik-ness ng ina!!support ang anak!, bakit ba, nice name naman talaga ang champ eh!!..may kaaway bako?hehe
anyway, yun..after champ left for school..larga na si mother..hehe, when the cat is away ba, the mouse will play?hehe.. i met up with cha, beng and pruds sa church kasi immaculate conception..na dapat ako pa ang una kasi i live 3 mins away from the cathedral..kaya lang ayun last ako..lagi naman!!hehe, proud pako dun ha, kalowka! pray kami..then went to metro after to buy duty shoes ni prudy..is that for real?, was walking around, trying on earrings and stuff..when we decided to walk na..ayun there was this guy na notice ko guapo sya..when i looked back..ex ko pala!hala!guapo pala ha?!..kaya pala my friends were murmuring or something, basta they were making giddy sounds..yun na pala, i didn't know..kaya ayun, nahuli tuloy ako na tumingin, pero nakesh..tumingin din sya when i looked..hehe, tuwang tuwa nga friends ko(and me narin, sige na nga), kasi diba..we both took a second look!hehe..hmmmmm...naku, we were like highschool girls..kakatawa kami.. sinamahan namin mag-groc si pruds, hay basta cutie hunting yata mood eh..
after fetch namin si champ dito sa bahay, coz we're gonna have dinner sa chay's..ayun bonding si champ with the girls..& beb din..saya lang kasi kasama din si det..then we went to high doubt for videoke!!..ayun, buti nalang super enjoy ang lahat..mawawala ba ang CFY?!..pati si champ super enjoy sya..sarap kasama ng kid ko..went home at 1am..puyat pati ang bata!hala!.. but i knew that he had a good time with us, kasi paghiga namin sa bed his last line was "sarap magkantahan, marie!".. o di ba..that says it all.. : ) # posted by marie |
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005 ..friendship..>for me this day was a happy-light day..
as usual early class ko today, 7am.. hirap gumising ng ganon ka-aga..sarap pa naman matulog ngayon kasi 'malamig ang simoy ng hangin' plus added yung sakit ko ng pagpuyat. i dunno why di ko maalis sa system ko nagpupuyat, kahit i know may early class ako the next day, can't help but sleep late..lam mo yung feeling na, you just want to lie down sa bed mo when you're feeling so sleepy na and you have no time to ponder on things. i used to do that kasi, lying in bed and thoughts just keep popping in my head..thoughts na sana ayaw kong isipin,,labo ata nun?!..kaya i ended up na nagpupuyat na lang and waiting for my eyes to drop while watching tv..well, am i making sense ba?..hmpf!..well to continue with my BIS story..my class nga kanina, it was good naman kasi we did something today unlike yung last sessions namin na wala lang..today may discussion, and ayus ha!, saya nga ng class namin kanina eh, enjoy classmates ko sa prof namin..which is good ha : )
anyway, when i got home at 10:30am, super gutom nako kasi i didn't eat breakfast, i only had coffee which makes my day! aantukin talaga ako without coffee..take note super big mug of coffee ha! tapos yun i had to prepare coi for school, my daily rota..hehe, life ko yun eh!: )
an hour after coi left for school, i was ready to meet beng, pruds and beb..happy birthday ha! we had a great time din naman kahit super memorize na yata namin bawat sulok ng chay's, kasi naman yung isa jan ayaw umalis sa place na yun, so attached ba?!what's with chay's ba?must be the sisig?!hehe..well, but we had lots of fun naman, todo chika and tawa, sumpong yata kabaliwan ni beng, this time tinalo ata ako ha?!..di ba i own that throne?hehe shige pahiram ko muna sayo..pati nga pagiging 'elaborate queen' ni prudy gusto mo na rin?!may galit ba ko..wala naman..hala!saya-saya lang talaga kanina, moments na iche-cherish ko forever, and i guess you guys din, mas okay lang sana if completo tayo no..oh well, that's life.., sana we always make you're moments with us unforgettable.. sabagay sabi mo nga mula sa ilalim ng ingrown mo?!ha?!ganun na na ba talaga kadumi ha prudy, kanina mo pa bukambibig yung pedicure eh..we wanted to see other faces sana kaya sana maiba naman ambiance ano???!!, pero syemps dahil paalis ka na, kaw masusunod..hehe, 1st package akin ha!hehe..lahat na ata ng tambayan namention na wala ka pa rin napili,,kami din sumuko tuloy..
salamat sa madaming adventures din..alam na natin ni beng ano yun..pati na yung larit moments namin dun sa friend ng friend mo na hindi naman namin na-meet..bakla kasi!hehe,,
beng, wish ko lang magsukat tayo uli ng earrings na sabit-sabit sa mall..haha, nagiging hobby na yata natin eh..next time tayo na gagawa, business din yun ah!
hay, eto again ako..mamimiss ko talaga moments natin, ayaw lang ipakita pero deep inside i wanna cry pag nakikita ko smiles mo na i know matagal ko rin di makikita..i'm sure gonna miss you ling-ling..forever friend ka talaga eh..you know and understand all my sentiments, rants, rages and craziness kasi..teary-eyed ako pwamis!, kaka-sad...: (
love kita..love ko kayong lahat girlfriends..part kayo ng lovelife ko na wala naman..
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Monday, December 05, 2005 drained..hehe>today, dahil super mega bawi ako sa, made posts from the previous days..wala nako masulat.. drained nako eh..haha,, what i did today?net and tv..yun yun.. babay..
a walk with coi>sun., dec. 4
mass with mama and coi, medyo behave na si coi in church kanina compared before. but still he can't help but open his mouth, daldal talaga ng anak ko eh, boy yan ha!..mana talaga sakin. kahit sa church puro sya kwento eh..
went home na after mass, but he wanted to go sa KFC pala kaya super bad trip sya kasi we went home na..so my bro decided na dalin ko daw sa KFC kahit take out na lang kasi gabi na.. yun coi and me went out, punta muna video city to return the cd's and had to rent some din.. rent ko a lot like love(na super enjoy ako while watching it!, ashton was soooo cute!, funny film, super entertaining & worthwhile watching if you want to be happy for a while. pero super gusto ko yung story na sana may ganun nga..hehe, hopeful pa rin pala ako?!there's ablue sky waiting tomorrow..) got war of the worlds din and the perfect score(si torch ng Fantastic 4 and Cellular<
well yun, then went to jollibee for coi's meal..kanina KFC then he changed his mind na daw..kaya yun..atleast he was happy na..aliw nga sya na kumkain eh, sayang saya nya!
buti naman..yun na yun..: )
can't think of a title>sat., dec. 3
went to PLDT to pay our phone bill, baka daw maputol na eh..hehe
cha & beng went here to fetch me for a walk in the park..hehe, joke! for a gala sa mall. hindi rin! for business pala,, cha had to bring us along talaga ano?!..ano ba yun?dagdag lakas puwersa?!hehe..well after nun, drive thru sa mcdo..dinner namin at cha's palce yun.. sira nga nya eh, kasi there were kids na naglilimos, andami nila 6-7 yata..tapos she gave them a whole 50bucks, kaya ayun nagkagulo mga bata..sira talaga yun..
well, we went sa kanila to watch MTV uli..i let them watch kasi para ba may karamay ako sa kahibangan?!hehe, hindi! para may karamay din mag-appreciate ng 6cycle..ehehe,, yun lang, tagal kaya namin ni beng dun na istorbo sa mag-ashawang cha & pio..hehe, sanaya na nga sila eh..atleast kahit she's married nakakasama pa rin namin ang loka!, yun lang kami dumadayo, well, that's life!atleast masaya pa rin!masaya nga ba?!hehe, ang plastic!..haha uwi na nga kami, inabutan pa namin myx mo on myx..
but went home na rin, sa aming mga pamilya, yun ang dapat eh..hehe, watched hale on myx mo with coi dito..idol daw nya si champ eh, aliw din to see yael uli on tv..then big bro syemps, ang aliwan ng aking ina!lupet!wow,: O
that's it for today..bow!~
it's all coming back to me now..hehe>fri., dec. 2
i was waiting for MTV HC this morning, kasi even if i don't know 6cycle mind personally, i was a proud tarlaqueño! i'm happy that tarlaqueños like ney & rye from 6 cycle were recognized and sikat na sila! people are actually singing along to their songs, and may binebenta na sa recto album nila..hehe pirated!kaya sikat na?!ganun ba yun?! may sense naman diba.. it was actually a nice feeling seeing tarlac on tv, not just local tv but MTV music channel diba..ayus yun!astig!
aliw and tuwa feeling lang ako to see _ on tv..hehe,,yun ba reason it's all coming back to me now?!..ayun tuloy, texting with him, ginawa ko all night til am pa nga..pero aliw lang yun..friend ko yun and safe lang lagi..namiss ko lang : )
grocery nga pala kami ni kuya with coi kanina, panic buying nga yata eh?!hehe..dami kasi..natuwa ba.. bonding daw yun eh: )
la kwenta..haha>thurs., dec. 1
hala december na, kaya greet ko my friends ng merry xmas kanina at around 1-2am para UNA ko..kaya, jusko!alas-siyete clas ko, sus biruin mong 7:02am ako nagising..super lazy nako pumasok, but i had to kasi i thought i'd learn something new today..hehe, the heck?! hala, ala kaming ginawa!lech!sakit ang tuloy ng ulo ko!..inis, asar talaga!..
ao ayun, i went home and prepared coi fro school kasi super headache ako..syemps for coi naman..it was no sacrifice naman, love yun noh!
when his service for school came before 1pm, ayun hatid ko sya sa labas then went straight to my room to sleep..after 48yrs yata..hehe, ngayon ko lang na-feel sakitness na ulo na ganito..grabe tagalkong natulog ng siesta ha, 3hrs yata..when i woke up, askit pa rin ulo ko pero atleast nabawasan na ng 30%..hehe, nakuha ko na nga maki-chika kay prudy pag gising ko eh.. without gargle pa yun..yikes!kadiri ako..hehe
well, that's it for today..hale yeah!
..love..>wed., nov. 30
syemps bum na naman ako dito sa bahay kasi i have no classes on wednesdays.. the whole morning, well i was sleeping pa, can't blame me coz i can't sleep early at night so laging puyat sa tv.. the whole afternoon, was hust home..butingting ng xmas lights and decors pa rin..nagpapaka-busy daw..
buti na lang may set na dinner later kina beng with prudy, so atleast makaka-langhap ako ng fresh air..: ) i had to wait for coi to come home from school coz i was taking him with me, he loves beng's place eh.. so yun, pruds fetched me and coi here sa house, had bbq's and worm(coi's term for isaw) with rice..it was a simple dinner but turns to be special when you're with loved-ones, special people sa buhay mo..friends i've kept since i was in HS pa. true friends ko mga yan, for life na nga eh! no choice eh..hehe, but kidding aside., wala nakong hahanapin pa, they're the best!i couldn't ask for more!love you..wooohhh..hehe
after dinner, stogies kami, ay ako lang pala..or prudy did i leave a teeny-weeny detail there?!~huh?beb?..hay nakwesh..tayo lang nina beng & cha..makakaintindi nyan?pati pala si coi, uy kita ko yun ha!..hehe, remember that!: ) basta ingats lang..naku, gawin ko bang letter sayo post kong to'!
thanks sa bbq ha..yum!yum!
orientation>mon., nov. 28
i was with cha today, attend kami ng orientation for home-based call centers(HBCC).. bum daw kasi ako(hehe), para maging worthwhile naman.. well convinved naman ako na okay sya but my prob is wala pa ko budget..hehe, syemps kailangan ko ng capital ano?!.. but i'd like to try it, feeling ko kasi i'll do good with selling eh..: )
after that, went to video city to meet beng, career hunting kasi sya..kami naman ni cha super ginugulo namin sya..hehe, met up with ton after, so todo barkada bonding muna ko before going home to be a responsible nanay naman kay coi. had to review him for monthly tests eh, have i mentioned na excited pa yan taking his exams?! lupet ano?!mana ba sakin sa sense na yun?!siguro naman..hehe
o sya, responsible motherhood muna..
got my friends converted..hehe>sunday, nov. 27
ganda yata ng gising ko today..had an "astig" experience last night with my barkada, well not all of them, yun lang nag-support sa addiction ko.. i was so puyat, got home before 4am from hale's concert(along with mymp and sponge cola, na i think ayus di sila!) at wow hilaga, san fernando, pampanga. di rin mashado adik-adik ano?! travel pa talaga from tarlac to see Hale again., good thing i got my friends to tag along.prudy likes mymp so na-convince ko sya. while beng, well she likes my also..and wanted to see for herself daw why i'm so addicted to Hale. why super haler daw ako?!..palagay ko, now after seeing Hale also, she understands why i love the band noh.
we thought we'd be late and di na abutan ang Hale, kasi naman yung departure time namin(talagang departure he!) eh na-move..kasi dami pa dapat i-settle na bagay-bagay kuno..buti nalang super excited yata guy kasama namin(beng's cuz) mag-drive so he was driving really fast..hehe, ayus naman at safe ang beauties namin umabot sa hilaga!hehe.. fresh parin kami ng onti..sus "highness" ako nung makita ko toll gate na super lapit na sa hilaga, as in 'to the right curve ang drama', ganon kalapit!..tuwang-tuwa ang adik!..nabuhayan ako when i heard the fronact band singing, meaning di pa start ang Hale..naku hassle lang, we couldn't a parking na lapit sa gate ng wow! tagal kaya namin ikot-ikot dun, ayaw umubra strtegy namin!!, buti nalang may mamang bait who found us a better space kesa dun sa nakita namin na super 3m pa daw before makarating sa gate..hehe
so ayun at nakapadpad na kami..hehe, text and call ko si jason(pamp haler) kaya lang, naka-puwesto na sila sa harap..so ako nalang look for them..kaya lang hirap kasi dami na tao! we decided to eat first dahil wala pa kayang nag-dinner samin..kasi sabi ko dun nalang at baka super late na kami!atat lang po!..katuwa yung food booth kasi may chits pa, parang HS sa pirit ang drama., after eating, siksik ever na kami sa tao, katuwa si van and prudy(na hindi daw halers) kasi sila gumawa ng way for us to make it in front!ayus!, tagal nga matapos ng front act eh, may lintik na nga ng ulan.. so when finally Hale na, i saw Vjay, and excitement ever nako, sya palang yun, imagine me nung nakita ko si champoy..tuwa galore talaga!fuma-fan talaga!!, i heard people at my back na guys pa, saying how goo-looking champ was..'in pampango they were saying, 'santing ng lalaki!', lupa yang foreigner!"..hehe, lakas ng appaeal ng champ talaga pati sa guys..hehe
so yun, tugtog na sila! ansaya super..galing talaga, syemps as usual sing along ako! i was so happy to hear fix you again! galing kasi talaga ni champ dun eh!, before kahit pa was over, nag-abang na kami ni beng sa VIP exit..waiting for them,,kaya lang sawi kami.bilis nila pinasok sa coaster eh.,
so beng and i decided na mag-ikot2 sa wow, and yun met jason & the rest of the pamp halers(jarod, paul, malou, elaine and erika)..
saya kasi i saw lea and cecil again(south halers na biyahe din!. ayus!)..
and yun, wait na naim sina champ lumabas ng poinsettia hall..sa wakas kita ko na sila, moments na to'!: ) first pix ko was with shel, na uber crush ni beng kaya twice sya naki-pix with shel., nice naman nya no!, next si roll, kaka-aliw sya!basta!he reminds us of our barkada na si don na wala na..(mishew na bro).. tapos kay champ na!!!waaaah!!! he even said something sakin na di ko narinig but i said "oo", and he was so happy and said"alright!", and super akbay sakin na may squeeze pa..up to now, i'm still wondering ano yung sinabi nya..hehe, na-te-tense kasi pag jan sya eh, nawala tuloy sa katinuan!,, haha, got our first pix together signed and gave my teddy(how sweet!) sa kanya..goodbye was a simple peck on the cheek!!waaaaaahhhhhh!!!..aylabyu!hehe, fan mode ever!, mind you, nauna pa si beng sakin ha!di nga sya haler!!hehe..
super accomplished ako!kami pala!, saya saya talaga!seeing hale means so much to me..kaya to beng, prudy, beb and van..salamat!words aren't enuff..sana maulit natin!..pati narin sa bro ko syemps and to ma&pa, finally understanding..hehe
balik kami sa tao, to watch mymp, galing talaga ni juris!, and see sponge cola, na guafo pala si yael!!wow!, pero next to champ ha!peace tayo jan!,, galing ng CFY syemps!..basta ka-aliw din ang sponge..super pagod kami after!kasi nga all-standing concert sya, so super sakit ng paa namin, na an-feel ko nalang pag upo sa car..and when i finally got my back sa bed ko..super nanakit katawan ko!di reklamo yan ha, kwento lang.saya-saya ko kaya para magrekalmo noh?! thanks again. one sulit night kagabi!ayus!
haba ng post ko ha. pruds i hope you get to read this pag jersey girl ka na.muah!
kanina, went to mass with jeff, beng and prudy..sumusulit lang ng moments..: )
~ Me ~
Name:marie
Location:Tarlac city, Philippines.. i am nice and bitchy..don't argue.. i'm friendly and suplada.. i love life and everything else related to it.. i'm stubborn but responsible.. i love coi sooooo much.. i'm a single-schooling mom!..and i'm proud of that!
~ Loves ~
my coi my family friends music!opm bands! hale, sponge cola, join the club, juana, 6cm, pupil, protein shake, urbandub, dicta license, stonefree, wickermoss, sandwich YG's life and everything else related to it colors coi's artworks and hirits! coi's own versions of band songs my pillow at night apple pies bags butterflies blogs cookies concerts dreams emails flowery stuff gigs girlbonding with san mig then coffee greens happiness hugs internet kisses love music movies new friends orange pinks perfumes purples rains in Baguio slippers sunflowers tv the OC videoke whites
~ Hates ~
airheads brats backstabbers bestfriend with benefits childish guys conceited jerks disturbed freaks dirt dramatics dfd's fuckinshit fools great pretenders hypocrites ill fated men muscle men one-way talks plastics rumors roaches users
~ Wishlist ~
wish you were here
my own house
my own yacht
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