Thursday, September 29, 2005 so many things to do, so little time>i just feel like there's so much to do yet so little time,, requirements in school all piled up kasi naman why do profs give all these projects, case studies all at the same time?!, why couldn't they give them to us before finals so we wouldn't be thinking of these stuff along with our upcoming exams, for who knows if mapapasa namin di vah? ..ahihi, inis lang ako kasi ang dami dapat gawin!..i'm a single-schooling mom + daughter pa so andami kong obligations..wala lang stressed lang ako and i just want to let it all out of my system lang.. i know matatapos din itu, naloloka lang ako ngayon!!..haaaaaiiiiiiii... tomorrow monthly tests ni coi so i need to review him and i need to study our report for tomorrow din..un lang naman di ba..haayiiiii~!hellllpppp!
feeling ko talaga i need a break from all these..and i think i know what exactly kailangan ko--to be able to watch a Hale gig!!!, hai naku, panu kaya noh?!.. chance ko lang talaga sa grand EB, na parang malabo pa kasi quarter tests yata ni coi sa 17!..sana wag naman, sana the following week or the week before, good lord please,, good mom naman ako eh, so please sana pagbigyan.. and symps birthday gift na lang di vah?!..
wish ko lang,,wish ko lang talaga..
now gusto ko post blue sky..(by: Hale)
When do stars fade their light? Does the moon and the sun make it right For you the world maybe Like an endless storm chasing a mystery Is there hate in your heart?
Does your body drop and tell you to stop Loving you or loving me When it all falls down you just sing with me Coz there’s a blue sky waiting tomorrow Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering A blue sky waiting tomorrow Waiting tomorrow Maybe it’s all we need Oh don’t you wash away that smile
You just look out the window and see the light It’s beautiful to be alive It’s wonderful to live a life The sun is sure to shine For you and me for everyone So don’t be sad it’s just the start Of a new beginning in your life Rain will keep on pouring Some things you can’t control And while the sun seems far and hard to hold It will unfold There will always be a blue sky A blue sky waiting tomorrow
happy birthday cha!~..josko matwa na naman neh.. loveyou!..muaahhhers,, muaahhhugsss..
Monday, September 26, 2005 amen..>well today i came to realize that wether we accept it or not, people never get contented with their lives, we keep wanting for more, we keep asking for much more, even if we don't verbally say it we tend to get envious of other people's achievements not that we want to pull them down though, but on a much positive side, we want to be like them, to feel just how it is to be on their shoes.., if they are up there..we'd like to feel the same way,, if they are way, way up..we'd like to know just how it is to be looked up upon.. i'd like to conclude that if we want these things that we say can fulfill our lives, we'd have to keep dreaming i guess, we'd have to keep believing, coz faith in one's self is the best tool we can use for achieving the best things this life has to offer!. never stop dreaming and never stop believing! dreams that are worth dreaming are worth achieving..they say that it's not bad to dream of bigger things just as long as we should also be working hard for achieving them!.. dream on..and just continue with life.. kaya yan! life's a big challenge for each one of us, we just have to know, learn and apply the best strategies..
God won't give us a heartbreak, a failure, a downfall, a problem we couldn't face.. because he believes in each one of us.. he knows us personally.. all we have to do is take the right route in life and i tell you there's no easy way unless we do it his way..
i know i'm no preacher, not a good samaritan but i know in my heart that i try to be good and i'm getting there..(hala, napanu aku?), but seriously,, we can all be good if we want to, it's not easy but it's the life that is 100% happy..
okie..tama nah,, i'm getting teary-eyed coz it's all coming back to me..hayeeee!..magpakasenti ba?!..shiyet!..hindi ako oh-so goody-goody but i'm a nice person. i'm a student, mothah', daughtah', sistah, friend, foe, companion, citizen, child..all rolled into one..ahihihi, amen! pwede kaya answer ko itu survey para ala lang..: )
xx. Are you male or female? -female xx. Height?: -5'4" xx. Why are you taking this quiz?: -ala xx. Ready to continue?: - sure + + + More into your personal life + + + xx. Who do you live with?: -my folks, xx. how do you feel about this? -great! xx. Favorite family member?: -coi! xx. Do you have your own bedroom?: -yup with coi but he doesn't sleep with me, xx. Is it messy? Don't lie. -a little xx. Is your bedroom away from everyoneelse's?: -nope xx. Do you feel you have enough privacyin your home?: -kinda xx. Do you have your own computer?: -nope, for the whole familia xx. Is it in your room?: -nah, xx. Are you single?: -YUP!, love it! xx. Any crushes?: -u-huh xx. Do you have a best friend?: -ala, pantay-pantay xx. And just how awesome are they?: -too awesome dude!, dependable sovrah! xx. Do you like to shop?: -'love' to shop, xx. Let's move on, shall we?: -okies, + + + Which do you like better + + + xx. Being single or being in arelationship?: -singles rock!singles rule! xx. Being alone or being with friends?: -with friends xx. Being alone or being with family?: -with familia xx. Weekend at home or weekend out?: -any basta weekends ayus! xx. Sleeping with the lights on or off?: -off xx.Being outdoors or indoors on abeautiful day?: -oudoors!..larga!! xx.Showering in the morning or at night?: -anytime + + + random + + + xx.Tell me about that time you broke thatlaw!: -di pwede sabihin i might go to jail!, yoko kaya makulong!! xx.Would you rather date a sissy or ahomebody?: -wala xx.Tell me about a prank you played!: -ahh madami..baka mabasa, lagot! xx.Do you do things that are "bad for yourbody"?: -yup yata, xx.How much white clothing do you own?: - a lot, i'm a white lady 'ei! xx.What do you think about pain?: -painful, ahihi! -no pain, no gain! xx.Do you enjoy depressing music?: -yes sometimes, xx.How many hours a day do you spendfeeling sorry for yourself?: -1-2 hrs.,uhmmm..not everyday though xx.What frightens you?: -insects!, rapists, naka-droga!..eeeww, xx.What do you think about violence?: -bad for your health, bad for society...
Saturday, September 24, 2005 wishing mode..>Landscapes in the wild Upon a shore of a sea open wide The great escape from your wife She’s the best mistake of your life
Always starts when you cry Never ends with a smile All you’ve said was a big, big lie
On the wings of love we falter A day with you a big disaster Soon forever will be over How I wish
Never has a sweet November All I had was a dark October For a while I wanted to die But I said why oh why
moment na 'to, wala ako maisip i-write, nothing exciting's happening sa life ko lately eh.. maybe a few days from now i have much interesting stories.. anyway, i just thought of posting one of my fave band's ultimately awesome song..haha, ang adjectives!..i like wishing, who doesn't di ba?..what i meant was all Hale's songs are just the best!!! hale rocks talaga! lapit na grand EB, saya nun..i'm really hoping i could come..lalo na, my birthday sa oct 19.., it would a wonderful birthday present for me to be with Hale and halers!.. i'll keep praying hard for that..
right now dami ako kachat na halers..sarap nila ka-chat..kukulit, daldalan..lupeeet..i'm really wishing to meet all of them someday..tindi ba ng wish?! basta, i believe wishes do come true...
Wednesday, September 21, 2005 i am mom..>hahaha, wala lang, i just feel like laughing at myself..funny kasi ako kanina before i went to FYAS(coi's school)..i didn't know what to wear, what to bring kasi nga for the meeting of the parents of the new enrollees..hahaha, up to now, natatawa pa rin ako sa sarili ko eh,..anyway i started dressing up 3:00, 4pm kasi yung meeting..at first i was wearing jeans, trying to be cool lang but i ended up wearing my usual 'iloveme get-up'..pink floral skirty, pink blouse and pink shoues..hehe, "all pink!"
then i headed for FYAS, i was there sitting with other parents, and found myself so interested in all the topics discussed by the principal. all because they tackled stuff about our kids..and i was so enjoying everything..'i am a real mom', i told myself..and i was happy..they were teaching or giving guidelines on how to be effective parents esp. about teaching our kids about homeworks and the likes..and i was so glad and flatterred for myself coz everything the principal was saying were the exact things i do for coi!..haha, effective pala ako!..saya ko lang talaga!..nyak*!..
ai basta, masaya ako dun eh, paki db!.. d ka agree..care ko,,
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005 learned nothing in school today>i learned nothing in school today!..as in, i went to class and suddenly all my profs decided not to discuss lessons..massive boycot ba?!..harushh..i just spent my money sa nonsense pamasahe..hihi,..walang knowledge intake today, puro chismis lang..
thoughts ko about rain--grabe, puro rain na these past few days..dami na naman nasalanta ng ulan ngayon..dami na naman nahihirapan,,un lang..
when coi got home from school today, he was so excited to say that i am going to attend my first PTA meeting tomorrow, geez!mom na talaga ako..i suddenly felt nervous and scared for myself tomorrow..at the same time na-excite na din..he was so happy to tell me the details of the meeting, the time, place etc., until now i'm still a little nervous of what will happen tomorrow..hehe..pano kaya noh?!..how am i gonna act?!..hasuzzz..basta goodluck to me..
siguro i should make a wish kasi first-time..hehe..dapat ba serious ako?!..naku ang tense yata!.. moment itu!!..
i'm loving fix you by coldplay: When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse When the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to wastecould it be worse? Lights will guide you homeand ignite your bones And I will try to fix you High up above or down belowwhen you're too in love to let it go If you never try you'll never know Just what you're worth Lights will guide you homeand ignite your bones And I will try to fix you Tears stream down your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears stream down your face and I Tears stream down your face I promise you I will learn from my mistakes Tears stream down your face and I Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you
Sunday, September 18, 2005 oh-so rest day..>saturday, super nagrest sa house today..no classes, no lakads..just home. hot oil day for mah hair while watching tv..a friend of mine--si bogsy is on tv..local channel here at our place, they have this battle of the bands on tv,,acoustic siya..which is aired live every saturday, may the best band stay sya kumbaga.. i was asking bogs what they were gonna sing pero sabi nya basta watch ka na lang. i had a feeling medyo Hale ito!!.feeling ko kasi surprise!..(kafeeling ko!hmpf!..hehe).. he know kasi i love Hale! and i was right all along, he ang 'the day you said goodnight' which he sang well hah., in fairness!.. un lang,,
well, tv lang yata umubos ng time ko the whole day, oh yeah before i forgot a guy friend of mine was here early morning..as in kakagising ko lang, with my jamas pa!..haha, actually friend ni sca un eh..hehe, peace! and mawawala ba sa sked ko to watch big bro ?!..of course, no!!..hai naku, wala na si jenny..nabawasan na uli..saya..hihi..plastic ko neh..hai naku super affected na nga s pinoy big bro mah family eh..pati ba naman color ng house namin ngaun like kay big bro nah.. nainggit kasi si papa, yan tuloy.. colored na rin kami.. para masaya life!asuzzzz!..bakla ka!..
ahh basta..rest day ko today, pero syemps mawawala ba chores ko sa house..plus un divah,, plus my quality time with coi kasi nga we both have no classes today..saya lang..konti away..hihi, maaalis pa kaya samin ni coi un.. katawa nga sya kasi he kept saying "magandang-maganda si mommy ko!" after i dried my hair after nung hot oil ko..hehe..sipsip kiddo ko db..
o xa sige na..sleep na ko..goodvye!vavushhh..mownin nah..hala, pimple itu!
Saturday, September 17, 2005 pure kaligayahan 'ei..>we had so much fun kagabi pero hindi sa victory party,, good thing we decided to drink and bond muna before goin' home,, wula lang, tambay sa starmart for hotdogs, noodles and san mig..all we did was laugh!sobra!!, walang kamatayang payabangan..hehe!,,walng papatalbog eh!..but on the lighter side naman!pure fun!, walang angasan!.. hala si sca talaga sobrang funny!..joker ka talaga dude!,,walang kaparis., mag-4 years na tayo!tatag naten dude!
neb and tan--buti na lang,, okie na kayo!..hope laging ganian!,,wish ko lang..,kahit d ko birthday!..ahihi..
choc&joy--salamat sa lahat ng nilamon, nilaklak at kung anu-ano pa..balita ko--hehe, kayo hah!..peace!..
and to my bro--hoi kit!!..aminin mo!--u had great fun with us!..we are awesome divah?!..sa uulitin mga kafatid!!
mah school friends..sca, neb & joy(puro 3 letters no)
Friday, September 16, 2005 i'm so proud of COI!!!> <--- 1 of coi's work sa paint! a proud mom i am...i was suppose to post about this last night but i was too busy kasi..first quarter test results of coi were terrific, definitely galing talga ng kiddo' ko!..out of 8 subjects..4 were 100%,,as in no mistakes(50/50)!..3 were 99%(49/50)..and he got 1 98%(48/50)..i couldn't ask for more!!. coi is such a diligent stud kasi..even if he's so young(he's turning 5 on dec.), he loves studying, writing and reading..a little(haha,,)..he already knows how to spell words, the way nya i-pronounce..basta amazing nga tawag ko sa kanya eh..he's a brilliant kid..and i couldn't stop saying that..coi's cute, talented..singer sya..he loves opm mostly..he can just sing any type of song..when he gets to listen to the song 1-2 times, he can already sing along with it!!!boy, do i sound such a proud mom?!(stage mom ei')....
<--coi with tito kit
now look, isn't my kid adorable.. he likes posing for the camera..adek sa piktyur 'yan eh!!!
alam nya kasi guapo daw sya!..hindi rin masaydo bilib sa sarili db?!..pero kasi naman..just look!!! san pa ba magmamana ei'?!..peace!
Tuesday, September 13, 2005 lovin' akap..>videoke dude!.. go k', lamat sa pagsing ng 'the day...
pix from bengs's beerday!, mukha na ata akong lasing, sobrang pakyut eh! : ) i'm currently listenin' to akap,,hehe..through tristancafe..free eh!.., i'm lovin' the song,,never too late to love it naman eh..not that i can relate or i want to relate, i just simply like the song..i'm not into love right now,,or anythin' else related to sacrifice when it comes to love,,no that i'm selfish and a love-man-hater but i just couldn't see myself getting involved..gives me the creeps............................................... Sasamahan ka sa tamis Sasamahan ka sa dilim Sasamahan ka hanggang langit Sasamahan ka sa tamis Sasamahan ka sa pait Sasamahan ka sa dilim Sasamahan ka hanggang langit Sasamahan ka yiiieee..oras na pala..namfutik!..have to take a shower muna..may class daw kay sir gab,,tapos wala naman gngawa..lech!.,.
Saturday, September 10, 2005 my bro won!>wula lang, i just want to share that my bro's team in basketball won sa intrmas..hehe,, i just felt so happy for him and maybe fulfilled..though his volleyball team lost,(1st place lang)..i know and i saw him did his best..it was our intrams week so super holiday,, watched ball games lang, stayed home most of the time.. now i'm, actually the whole house is, excited coz my sis is coming home tonight with my oh-so-equally-kulit-to coi pamangkins,, we're just so excited coz we've missed them sobra!..it's been 3 mos. since i last saw them when i stayed sa tandang sora with them..abbi and asi?, ai naku super smart ng mga chikiting na to',, parang tanda din ng kausap mo!..iba eh,, hai naku, i'm sure super gulo na naman dito sa house nyan..ramble ito!..pero syemps saya!! ..naku the lolo and lola will be happy talaga..,okie,,wrap up nah.. # posted by marie |
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Monday, September 05, 2005 beerdays ng friends>beng's party last night was superb!..we had a really great time though una medyo it was a bore..pero lagi naman ganun eh, when it gets mas late, then you realize you're having so much fun and you don't like to stop..parang you want to stop time..haha,,inertz db?!,,eh sobrang nag-eenjoy ako paki!..: ) we almost sang all the songs dun sa videoke eh..ibang songs nga ulit2 pa..todo singing partners kasi mr&mrs carig eh..hehe,, pero grabe sobra ansaya..anlufet..hmp!!..walang kamatayang...
Crazy for You Swaying room as the music startsStrangers making the most of the darkTwo by two their bodies become one I see you through the smoky airCan't you feel the weight of my stareYou're so close but still a world awayWhat I'm dyin' to say, is that CHORUS:I'm crazy for youTouch me once and you'll know it's trueI never wanted anyone like thisIt's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kissI'm crazy for you, crazy for you Tryin' hard to control my heartI walk over to where you areEye to eye, we need no words at all Slowly now we begin to moveEvery breath I'm deeper into youSoon we two are standing still in timeIf you read my mind, you'll see It's all brand new, I'm crazy for youAnd you know it's trueI'm crazy, crazy for you plus symps mawawala ba..tell me where it hurts..,, and good thingy my guy barkadas ako so i got them to sing the day..(by k), broken sonnet(by pao)..tnx guys!..di na yata talga mawawala sa intenerary ko ang Hale(foh sho)..luv ko si champ eh.., sabi nga ni coi kay papa, "boyfriend ni mommy si champ..",,haha..wish ko lang! **anyway back to the videoke-party-reunion-bonding-bolahan-plastikan//birthday ni beng,, salamat sis, we enjoyed your birthday,,parang kami nga may day eh!..hehe..til next year..luvyah!..salamat nabangenge ako..happy beerday!..dami alak!saya!..alak uli..hahaha,, later ko na lang post pix ng party..prudy send mo nah! **hey, pink birthday pala ni sissy neb today din..too bad di kami nagkita,,d bale bawi siya samin tom.,,getready 4 us sis.. **another birthday pa pala blue birthday ni____..un lang!..alala ko lang,,peace! ...saya, lufet dami beerdays..ako naman next month! # posted by marie |
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Sunday, September 04, 2005 well, well..>well, i just have to write.. i was suppose to go to uk today but because it was raining hard, i got too lazy to even go out of the house, i was sure it would be 'muddy' sa uk that's why i decided to just stay home, surf the net, watch tv and cook coi spag..hala!, instant lol..can't cook eh, but i will learn sometine in the future..hehe.. well, in a few minutes i'm gonna get ready for beng's party..shower, dress up(wear my "new pink" shoes,..highschool excitement ei'.., i'm too excited for later coz after our barkada's xmas party..tonight will be a reunion again.. hala, have to go..wish me luck..peace!
Friday, September 02, 2005 ber month..baby!> today, the first day of september..grabe! since august yata, now lang talaga i felt genuinely happy : )..is it because it's the start of the BER month..and soon october na, grand eb (yes!!!!) then the next day my birthday na..yahoo! i was watching game knb? kanina(yes, i'm a kapamilya!) and i was so happy for this woman who won the million-peso question, mababaw i know, but i even got teary-eyed..damang-dama ko yata happiness niya..basta na-touch lang ako. kris was so right when she said that september was a lucky month! i can feel christmas already, i haven't tuned in to fm today but i'd really like to hear a xmas song.. good thingy i didn't turn off the tv coz a few minutes later kasi i heard this song on tv.."pasko na naman..." on wowowee..and now complete na (yata) 1st day of sept ko.. i'm feeling so happy and lucky today!..haven't felt this lucky and happy yata hah!..inertz!,, maybe a little bit later i'd get more masuwerte!,, who knows di ba? the day isn't over yet.. i'm wishing na lucky day for others din ito!..uhmm paka-nice.. apir everyone!
~ Me ~
Name:marie
Location:Tarlac city, Philippines.. i am nice and bitchy..don't argue.. i'm friendly and suplada.. i love life and everything else related to it.. i'm stubborn but responsible.. i love coi sooooo much.. i'm a single-schooling mom!..and i'm proud of that!
~ Loves ~
my coi my family friends music!opm bands! hale, sponge cola, join the club, juana, 6cm, pupil, protein shake, urbandub, dicta license, stonefree, wickermoss, sandwich YG's life and everything else related to it colors coi's artworks and hirits! coi's own versions of band songs my pillow at night apple pies bags butterflies blogs cookies concerts dreams emails flowery stuff gigs girlbonding with san mig then coffee greens happiness hugs internet kisses love music movies new friends orange pinks perfumes purples rains in Baguio slippers sunflowers tv the OC videoke whites
~ Hates ~
airheads brats backstabbers bestfriend with benefits childish guys conceited jerks disturbed freaks dirt dramatics dfd's fuckinshit fools great pretenders hypocrites ill fated men muscle men one-way talks plastics rumors roaches users
~ Wishlist ~
wish you were here
my own house
my own yacht
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